Okai, so for the past few days I've just been thinking about everything. Then I realized that just soaking in reality and taking a break from something I love, which is something I've been doing for a good month, isn't going to help. Based on everything that's been happening with the BLM Movement and the terrorist attacks, I realized that no matter how old I am, my life can be taken at any moment.
I have so many things I've always wanted to do, one of them being singing, but I've always been scared of what people thought of me. But I've realized that over the years, I've basically been judged for everything I've done: my weight, the way I look, my voice, my opinions, the way I dress, and a bunch of other pointless bullshit. I been called crazy, weirdo, nerd, geek, ugly, fat, emo, goth, suicidal and other thing so many times that I honestly don't give a fuck about anymore. People have taken advantage of me and my kindness, now I feel like I can't trust or love anybody. Most of my life, I've been ridiculed, have had rumors spread about me, and have had the most influential people in my life ripped away from me. Those people always told me to follow my dreams, believe in myself, trust my abilities.
I thought that by me not writing, I could get my shit together and figure out what I was going to do. Little did I know that subconsciously, this was an out from reality.
With that being said, I'm gonna start doing what I love. I'm coming back and I wanna thank everyone that gave me encouraging words a few days ago. Hopefully, in doing what I love, I'll make a difference.
Special Thanks To:
They helped me a lot.
Thank you, guys!
Love ya!!
Peace, Love, Music, And, Harmony, Beasts/Blazes!!!!!
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