do you know the feeling you have when you a laying in bed about to go to sleep and you think 'i am so lucky right now'. not because anything good is happening in your life - actually the quite opposite. for example lets say you have a big test the next day, don't you feel lucky that that is not you yet? you feel stressed about it for some time but then you realize that you are so amazingly lucky to be laying in bed not needing to do anything (at least if you studied). i have that feeling every night. actually I'm having that feeling right now. its kind of a calming feeling. like the calm before the storm. yeah thats a good way to put it. oh well as i said I'm having it right now. now that i think about it, its really rare that i ever not feel that feeling. its so weird because my life at that moment is SO fucked up but at the same time it isn't. at least not yet. i know its coming but I'm kinda living in the moment. i know it sound cheesy but i wish to one day live my life like that but, in a very amazing way. like really living in the moment but still knowing that tomorrow is going to be even more amazing. yeah, thats how i wanna live.
- text from a book i might write
YOU ARE READING
DREAM
Randomi literally just write whatever i want i and i never think twice about publishing.
