Week Three

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-Day One-

Today I skipped school and just spent the day cutting. I cried myself to sleep.

-Day Two-

Gavin called me over tonight, but I wouldn't go. He would see my mistakes. So, I just spent the night cutting again.

-Day Three-

I hear my parents arguing downstairs. It's about me. I hear my dad's booming voice call me the names that Gavin once did, and it hurts. So I just cut again. I heard my mom's sweet soft voice turn into an angry growl. She said, ' It's your fault that she's cutting and suicidal. ' Hm, I like that word..
'Suicidal..' wonder what it means.

-Day Four-

I looked it up, and I kinda want to do it now, it can't hurt as much as Knifey, right? I'll do it next week on Monday. For now, though, I'll just cut. Happy tears stream down my face as I feel knifey kiss my wrists.

-Day Five-

I have my death planned out, I'll die painlessly, with pills. I can't wait!

-Day Six-

I spent the day cutting away, until my mom called me down for lunch. After lunch, I went to the pharmacy to get pills.

-Day Seven-

I can't wait for tomorrow! I slept the whole day, anticipating tomorrow.

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Fair warning, the ends coming soon..! ♡

Xoxoxo, until next time,
Author-Chan-Senpai ♡

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