I was a realist
I hoped for the best but expected the worst
"That way" I would reason with myself " your heart will never break"
You swooped in with tiny smiles and whispered words
And suddenly I expected
The Best
I built a house made of Hopes and Dreams
And let my walls down
You made it easy to love you
And i didnt fight it
Then it ended
I didnt end it
I thought you wouldnt either
But now you have her and my heart is broken
My house destroyed and walls back up
Im lost and confused and i just want comfort
So the blood streams down my wrist, my hips, my thighs
And i can almost, almost pretend i dont care anymore..
But i do
