My Peter Pan

Im Holding On To You

Peter's Part

I woke up and I was home.  I smiled to myself and remembered the way I kissed her again last night. I put on my white shirt my pants and my vans, I brushed my hair and walked but then flew to her window. I heard her yelling in her room and I knocked, she opened the window and the curtains. "Leave" she whispered with tears in her eyes "come on Katie you said you would come with me" I said and she looked at me with fear in her eyes. "LEAVE PETER JUST LEAVE I CANT ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU" she yelled and I looked at her about to cry. "What's wrong?" I asked and she looked at me hurt,afraid and angry. "I JUST TOLD YOU TO GET OUT PETER JUST GET OUT" she yelled and I began to cry, "IM TRYING HERE KATIE IF YOU DONT TELL ME WHATS THE MATTER THEN I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER" I yelled and I began to cry and lost a little bit of my voice. "I just want to show you how much I love you" I said and flew down and started walking home. I couldn't hold my tears in any more I felt so empty, "Peter!" someone yelled and I turned it was Katie. She hugged me and I picked her up, "just take me with you Peter please take me with you" she cried out on my arms and I pulled up to my house that I have rented here.  I hid the clothes because I didn't want her to know that I was that boy, "Peter" she called and I turned to her and she kissed me again. I smiled and held her cheek and kissed her, "Katie this is all I wanted , you" I said ad she smiled. 'Then make me yours" she finally said and I smiled I kissed her and she took my shirt off, I layed her down and I slipped her shirt off and saw the scars but I loved her for her. I clipped her bra off and I began kissing her-Skip Nasty-Nasty Part- I opened my eyes and she was asleep, I slowly got up and put my boxers on then went to my kitchen I sat on the counter with my legs crossed. I put my head down and began to cry my eyes out, I put water in my face and put my sweats on. I sat on the kitchen and I saw her walking my way with the blankets wrapped around her. I sighed and she smiled at me biting her lip, "you really wanted that?" I asked and she nodded. "I wanted you to be my first everything" she said and I nodded and smiled a bit. "Im going to Never Land" I said and she nodded with a frown. "Im coming back don't worry" I said and she kissed me again, I drove to the corner of the shore and flew into the sky. Everything started going slow then fast, I got there and everyone was asleep, I went to Mary's castle. I got there and she smiled at me with a black suit with cute leggings and heels. "Welcome Pan" she said and I just looked at her, "what's the matter" she asked and looked at me serious, "please don't hurt me or anything but I took her um virginity" I said and she looked very red and she walked to me and took her heels off then smacked me. "Peter Pan, how dare you especially with a rag like that" she yelled and I got angry, "SO YOUR THE ONE WHO HURTS HER MARY WHY WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE HER!" I yelled in anger and left slamming the door and flying back to the real world, I began to cry my eyes were puffy and red. I got there and began to drive, one hand was on the wheel and the other one rubbing my head back. I felt like the world was going to fall on me, I got there and Katie was in the bathroom doing her hair, I flew on top of the counter and stood there. I felt like a million pieces falling off my heart right now. Why would Mary do this to her? did Mary fall in love with me? did she like me before I did to Katie? Im just so dang confused and Katie came, "Pan?" she asked and I nodded, "I feel like you should be home in Never Land where you belong" she said and I agreed with her, "you could come in the nights on my window" she said and I hugged her tightly, I gave her a kiss and went back to Never Land. I got there and I ran to my tree then someone knocked. I opened and it was Tinker Bell. "What happened you look like a dang mess" she said and I nodded then broke down, "I think im losing her Tink she means so much to me and I feel like im throwing that all away" I said and her face turned red, "no Peter your a great person, you make all of us laugh and give feel a feeling I can't even explain" she said and I nodded she gave me a hug and I smiled a little but it wasn't the smile that Katie gave me. Tink left and I layed down feeling all of my feelings and Katie Hudson ran through my head all the time. I feel like she is the one I need and I know she needs me because I can't live without her she is my princess my everything. I love this girl to death maybe I should bring her to Never Land somewhere she can enjoy it with me far from them jerks and the ones who really don't love her. Maybe she could come here with all the lost boys but the thing is that I don't want anyone to fall in love with her the way I fell in love with her story. I sighed and there was a knock on the door. I opened the door and it was Mary, she smiled at me. "What?" I asked and she entered my room. "So Pan, do me something and forget her please" she said and I shook my head no. "She means more then you mean to me, she is my princess" I said and Mary sighed. "Then you tell her your secret" she said and left