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phil lester was a beautiful man. but very bitter. nobody could hold a conversation with him if they're life depended on it. and nobody wanted to.
i tried really hard to become acquainted with him. my therapist didn't understand why i did this, she was always reminding me that he was near cruel. but i was 99% that he was just lonely. nobody likes being lonely.
when my therapist had asked me to set goals for myself, i had said that i wanted to become friends with phil lester. she laughed, and shook her head.
"you know that's not going to happen, dan. you might as well give up now."
