In Your Heart

The Trip

We have been on this plane for two whole hours and he has been very niggling. Yes, I said niggling, or in other words very and extremely annoying. I think annoying is a common word and niggling is something fun. But even if I try to put my ear phones inside my ear, he is so loud and abnoxious that people are staring at me as if I'm crazy! Oh, that asshole is going to see the wild side of me and let me say it's not pretty. Okay, well maybe I'm not that wild but I can hurt people with words . I hope. I take out my ear buds to see what the hell he is talking so loudly about.
" STOP ASKING ME LADY! I WILL NOT HAVE SEX WITH YOU IN THE BATHROOM! I DON'T CARE IF YOU REALLY WANT---"
" Fine, I'm listening to you but shut the hell up there are kids on this plane, and you are niggling me stop!" I say in a whisper, cutting him off before he can finish the disgusting sentence.
The parents and even elders were looking at me as if I were a whore. Well that fits perfectly into my goals.
Check off 1.) Ruin my life and reputation.
It's like as if I have written it on my forehead. I even wiped my forehead to make sure.
" Niggling?" He said laughing as if it was the funniest word in the world .
Damn.. my reputation is going into a deep dark pit of death. Why did I even say it out loud? I turn my face towards the window looking down on the land below me hoping we are at least close to Seattle.
" Oh come on darling, you know I was just... niggling you." He laughs even more.
" And you wonder why I haven't been talking to you since the beginning when we left the airport. It's you that bothers the hell out of me, why don't you sit with that lady right over there she looks as if she would love to get in your pants. She's been gawking at you for a long time," I then start to whisper in his ear, " I bet she'd really love for you to get into her pants. "
" Your just jealous." He says while a smirk sweeps across his face.
" I am not. No. I am not jealous. " I say twice to make sure he heard me.
" okaaay niggles. " says Myles while laughing.
I look at my phone to see what time it is 10:07 a.m. we have about another 3 hours to go. Sigh because I have be next to Myles and because I have 3 hours with him which means ANYTHING is possible.
I notice Myles is looking at my phone, and so I look up and face his blueish and a little hint of green eyes looking at me. I'm  mentally preparing myself for the teasing but he is serious and a little slight of sympathy.
" What?" I said breaking the silence. I hoped I didn't sound to rude.
" Is that your boyfriend on your lockscreen?" He asked.
" Why? So you can tease me about how you don't believe I can ever date a guy? Or are you just trying to hit on me just to have sex?" I say, now becoming rude. I don't know what triggered me but I feel frustrated. My hands are shaking, my stomachs churning, and my eyes are beginning to swell up.
" No.. I just know how it feels to move away from your loved one. Yes I have a girlfriend as well, yeah I tease girls but I'm not that much of an ass to cheat on one. I had to leave her behind for my dream college, she was already getting gigs for her rock band, I was in it as well but my parents wanted me to come to the Art Institute of Seattle, and begin my job of being a culinary chef. So I know how it feels to leave your loved one behind that's all. "
I'm utterly shocked not because he has a girlfriend  but because he actually talked about something without teasing me and he is going to the same college.
" No, he..h..he's not my boyfriend... well he used to bu-"
" A cold hearted girl fell in love, but the guy  dumped you didn't he? He probably didn't  love on how bitchy you were." He says cutting me off.
Wow.. he's a true asshole. I can't believe he cut me off and would have the nerves to say that! I can feel my eyes start to swell up, and I feel a large gulp in my throat, I can't breathe, my eyes are watery. I turn the other way facing outside the plane, not to look at him.
"Evangeline... eva-"
I turn quickly towards to face him in the face, and cut him off by saying, "For the love of bloody hell shut the hell up! Next time watch what you say before you get your ass kicked Myles. I mean if I wanted to have someone sitting by me this whole entire trip I would have brought a dog." And right after that I turned my head again towards the window. There's green grass and some little towns, even a little bit of farms but other than that their was national parks to save the wilderness. I can feel Myles looking at me. I really don't care if he's hurt or not he deserved it. I put in my earphones and stared off out the window. 2 hrs went by and I finally took off my earphones.
Myles started speaking and mumbling some words I couldn't hear that well.
" Let's start over. " he said wiping dust off himself to get prepared.
"Hi my name is Myles and I'm one of the truest assholes you will ever meet. But a really great friend to have and your name is?" As he's putting out his hand.
I look at him like he's crazy, but maybe we all have a little crazy in us. So I forgive him and move on.
I say shaking Myles hands, " Hi Myles,  it's nice to meet you I'm Evangeline. Most people call me eva.  And I hate arrogant assholes but you're acceptable."
When our hands let go, my hand missed the warmth of his. It was tingling and wanted his hand back in my hand. This feeling .. I know this feeling but I can't really put my finger on it. But I don't like this guy , yeah he's cute to admit, but other than that there's nothing there. He's just an asshole, with a horrible personality. I look up and he's smiling like a doofus.
" Now this is how you meet someone." I say.
"So why are you going to Seattle?" he asked curiously.
" Well it's because I got into the same college you did. It's my goal as well."
"Really? What do you want to do there? Any inspiration?"
" Yes really, and I'm taking to majors culinary and photography.  And well that was my.. my boyfriend Emmett , he was my inspiration."
"Em--"
The flight attendant interrupted and while turning on the speaker to talk.
" We will be landing shortly, please put on your seat belts and we will be in Seattle."
My face lit up like a Christmas tree. Oh thank God we are here!
"Wow! We're here!" I finally made it .
We made it Emmett, we did it.. We're finally here.. I'm here.
" Yeah we are here. See you around eve." Myles said walking away.
"It's not eve, it's eva."
"Mayo and mayonnaise what's the difference?" He shouted back.
Emmett , I don't deserve to be here. You've always wanted to come here. If Seattle knew you were here it will be sunny everyday. I unbuckle my belt and start walking out into a light sprinkle, with no coat or sweater whatsoever. One step, in front of the other I tell myself , you can do it , one , and another.