I reached for the hotel room key from my wallet and slid it in. I pulled the handle down and walked in.
At first I couldn't see Peyton.
" Peyton? " I hesitantly spoke. There was no answer
I kept walking into the room. Then I saw Peyton.
He was siting on the edge of the bed with his face in his hands. I could hear small sniffles falling from his mouth.
"Pey?" I say again.
His heads shoots up. His eyes are bloodshot and his cheeks are stained with tears.
" Why? " He says to me. I know I have a confused look on my face but I know exactly what he means.
"Why what?" I say but I regret it as soon as I say it cause I know I shouldn't act stupid right now. It's not a good time.
" Why did you kiss him?" He says in a soft tone but I know he wants to yell.
Before I can even respond he stands up from his place on the end of the bed and repeats himself.
"Why did you kiss him? Why?" He starts to ease closer to me.
" I was... I'm sorry. It was just in the moment." That sounded like shit. Was I having a moment with Cameron? I wouldn't call it that.
"In the moment huh? I guess in that moment I your boyfriend wasn't on your mind. Dammit Alyssa. I loved yopu so much and you go and kiss someone else wait not just someone else your ex- boyfriend!"
Loved my sub-conscience says after Peyton finishes.
"Loved ?" I say tears threatening to fall from my eyes. Does he really not love me anymore.
" I didn't ... I um I don't know..."
Peyton POV
I didn't mean that. I do love her. I love so much that it hurts, I love her to a point that I don't understand.
But she just hurt me. She still hasn't explained herself.
She is about to cry. I can tell but maybe she should. I have been crying since she left.
"Why is he even here?"
She takes a deep breathe so I assume it's going to be a long story.
Alyssa POV
Thinking about explaining this whole situation makes my head hurt.
" Well I stayed home from school because I wasn't feeling good my mom came into my room and I was happy to see her but then I explained why I wasn't at school so she let me sleep. Then I felt the bed dip and someone get in. The person touched my cheek an-"
"He touched you...?!" He was pissed and hurt at the same time.
"I thought it was you until he talked..." I am fighting a battle within myself if I should tell him I touched him too and was kind of happy to see him. I decide against it.
"I walked downstairs and my parents explained that they thought I was sad and depressed cause I missed my friends and Cameron." Peyton flinches at the mention of his name.
" They didn't know about us cause I never told them. I didn't want them to think that their perfect daughter was a hoe and moved on too quickly. Then me and Cameron came downstairs and kissed me. Then my parents left us alone in the kitchen and we kissed again. Then you came."
There is complete silence. Peytons eyes are full of tears and he can't even look at me.
He starts to move closer to me and we are so close to each other. I think he is about to say something but nothing comes out.
We are both crying and both have staggered breathing. He reaches for my hand but not to hold it.
He grabs the keys to his car and walks right pass me.
I reach for his arm but he shakes me off.
" Peyton plea- please." My words come out broken.
Nothing. He opens the door and looks back at me. His face full of tears and then keeps walking.
I fall to my knees as i hear the door latch closed. My world has been crushed.
**YAY FOR EVERY OTHER DAY UPDATES !! WHOS EXCITED !!! I AM CAUSE I KNOW WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN !!! Anyways things are going to get sooo intense. Alyssa and Peyton have been having this perfect relationship so its about time they have some drama. SO I will be updating Wednesday. PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT IF YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER !!!!!**
