Dear Dad, When I was born, you with my lovable mother are the one who take care of me. You help changing me messy diapers, for preparing me a milk to drink, for helping me to eat and when I started to cry, you gave me a warmth embrace just to make me feel better. That's why deeply in my heart I love you so. You're the best Dad I ever know. You acted like a mother to me. You gave me the caring and love I wanted for. That's why I miss every single day with you. When the day you are sick. I prayed for your faster recovery. But as time goes by, the searing pain of realization took hold that something was wrong. There are times that you need to go to hospital just to check your health condition and gets a lot of medicine to take. Time was come and your condition become so much so serious, and we need you to take over to hospital again, but behind of it, I'll never stop loving you. Everyday were looking a new hope. Hoping that one day you'll be home soon. We always prayed for you-and prayed, and prayed. I love you when one of the test results that one of your lungs is not already functioned. I love you with tears in my eyes when you taking off your dextrose and oxygen tube because you did not feel comfortable having it with your body. I love you when you tried to smile behind all the pains you have. I most certainly loved you when you could not speak better; when you need to take all the pain because of different laboratory test. I loved you when we know that you have a lung cancer, stage three. I so much love you when we need to get you out into the hospital and take it over to our house and spend your remaining days with us. I loved you when I remember our great memories together, when we build a plan for a year, when you remind me to become a good son, when you showed me how proud you are, and most especially when we sat together exchanging wonderful smile. I love you when I close to God and accept his plan for you and when I was full of faith. And the best reason why I love you so, in spite of these difficulties, is that, God put this loved into my heart. This is the wondrous nature of God's love, that He loves us even we are incomplete-in body or in spirit. God is good because He gave me a Dad like you. You will always remain in my heart and I will never forget you Dad, your smile, your voice, your face and the whole thing about you, most especially your wonderful love. I know that you're happy right now Dad, that you are already at side of our loving Father. Time will come, by God promises; we will see each other again. I'm blessed because you are my Dad. Love, You're Son
