Thanks For Our Memories

Let's Chill Out For The Moment

~Sasha's P.O.V~

 "LIAM STOP!!!! I-I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!" I giggled as he kept poking my rib cage repeatedly. 

"But dooooo you love me????" 

"NEVER!"

"Ok then" he started to pick up the pace and tickled me everywhere. "FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU LIAM PAYNE!!!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

He flashed me a smile and got off of me. We both casually sat up from the couch and continued to watch Toy Story 3 again.  

"I miss this," he smiled looking over to me.

"Just us, no one else, talking about our problems and just being best friends like the old times,".

Sighing, I lied my head on his shoulder until the door slammed opened. I quickly shot up from the couch and looked at the person who had opened it. Their heels stomped on the hard wood of Liam's flat's floor.

"LIAM!!! I NEED TO GET THE SHOES TODAY!!!" her voice yelled through the house. I looked at him and  he gave me a sad look. He mouthed sorry and stood up from the dark blue and light red couch. Sophia walked into the living room with a short black sleek dress on with no straps and a gem studded waist.

 She glared at me and I looked at Liam for any sign of sympathy. He looked at Sophia and quickly gave her a strong hug with a long kiss.

Again I felt as if he couldn't care for us anymore... I stood there awkwardly and waited for any of them to say something. They both turned around from their nasty PDA and Liam smiled at me.

"I'm sorry Sasha, how about next week same time yeah?". "Yeah I guess so Li," I faked a smile but he looked away and they both walked out as Sophia kept giving me a glare. I took my belongings and left.

I walked out the door and ran towards the sidewalk before Liam saw me and would ask me if I wanted a ride. Liam wasn't always so blinded. We were always best friends. I had moved from the U.S (or anywhere your living) and we had instantly became friends when I walked into our 3rd grade class room. Always we were together no matter what. I went through his life and him through mine. I was bullied and he was too but he always had someone that he really liked at school.

BEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I looked up and there was a car waiting for me to cross the road.

"Sorry!" I waved them off and quickly crossed the road towards my flat. I guess I was too deep in thought.

Shoving the door open, I draped my body onto my bed. Everything... Everyone always gave up on me. My mom left my dad when I was 8. They thought I was too young to understand problems but I understood everything perfectly. He soon always locked himself in his room and everything went downhill from there, I was being bullied by everyone. Even my own family. Then I quickly found out that my dad had done drugs throughout most of his life and that my own family couldn't careless if I had left this world. I went through all of this with Liam. He knew I never wanted to be those stupid "First world struggle girls", he just cared. I used to run to his house every time my cousins would call me things or be terrible. Then he would let me and lock us in his bathroom with a blanket draped on us in the bathtub. He would wipe away my tears and tell me what he loved about me. About us. He said "Don't be fragile, we both are but you are always strong. I want you to be happy because it'll make me happy and you've always wanted me to be happy just like you said,". By then I would have stopped crying and bury my head into his chest. He would lift up my chin and tell me that tears will scar my beautiful face and soul.

I stuffed my face into the pillow. I wished I had the power to keep myself from crying at ALL times but it only helps when people are around. Tears fell from my eyes as I started to weep louder and louder. I've never cried like this before.

I NEED LIAM BACK. He loves Sophia but it feels like he couldn't careless about what we had had in the past.

Sometimes you just gotta stay in the past because the present hurts.

*Liam's P.O.V*

I sighed as my beautiful girlfriend walked out of my black car. She smiled and thanked me for the shoes that she had waiting for since March.

"Babe!!! I'm super worn, I'm going to take a nap! Wake me up at 5:30," she yelled from our room.

As soon as I knew that she was asleep, I slipped out of the flat and drove to Sasha's flat. I was determined to finish our time together. We haven't been able to spend time with each other because of Sophia and I could tell that she was displeased. She's my best friend.

I arrived and took her spare key that she hid in the corner of the door frame and snuck in.

I heard crying from her bedroom. I wanted to surprise her but I didn't want to see her cry. Maybe it's just a movie.

Tiptoeing towards her room, the weeping got louder. I opened the door and stared at her.

Her face instantly stopped and looked at me.

"Li. i'm so sorry. Just don't look at me, i'll be right back," she scrambled through the sheets of the bed and fell off. I grabbed her wrist and looked at her.

"Why are you crying?" I dumbly asked her. Sasha looked away from me and didn't dare say anything.

I got frustrated and asked her again. We both sat down on her floor and I stared blankly at the wall. Her tear stained face finally looked at me. Sasha's chocolate brown (or your eye color) were all glossy and it broke my heart.

"Me?" I asked. 

"I I I just need time alone Li... I'll talk to you later, just go back with S Sophia," I could tell that she cringed at Sophia's name.

Nodding I pretended to leave but really I just stay on her couch and waited. I don't know what for but I waited.

"Li! I know your there still," her voice cracked.

I left and went back to Sophia. I made her leave so that I could be alone. I wanted to think about what could have made Sasha feel this terrible that she didn't want to talk to me AT ALL. I wrapped myself in the sheets and looked at the picture of me and Sophia on the bedside table.

I slammed it down. Sophia wasn't who or what I need right now, Sasha was the one I need...

And I have no idea why.

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A/N:

    So a lot of feelings went into this 0_0 anyways I hoped you at LEAST liked it a tiny bit and I'm so sorry for not updating anything for a long time!!! I've had school and plus I was too lazy with all the homework I'm getting so yeah.

WUV YEW!!

      - Sasha (Fantsys4you)