I am worthless

My Fears

Getting left behind

Not being loved

No one understanding

No one caring

my fears

are

A dream I had

I was lost

No one tried to

find me

No one cared

No one listened

understood

Feeling left out

Feeling like no one

understands

Feeling like no one

can hear me

When I'm screaming

to be heard

Destructive behavior

I have

Wishing I could change

Wishing I could make it

better

Wishing for another chance

Wishing for someone who

will come and save me

from myself.

my fears

not being heard

being left behind

not being understood

no one caring.

how can I

disappear

make people

understand.

Disappear from

this world

Show people what

It's like to

worry, misunderstand

not care.

my fears,

people laugh

people tease

people misjudge

people misunderstand

me.

Behind my back,

they laugh,

tease,

hurt,

so I can't see

them. It hurts.

Now,

pain is what I

hide

in my heart

making sure

No one sees

my hurt,

Pretending to be

someone

I'm not.

Trying so hard

to fit in

to cover the

scars, trying

so hard,

to be liked

by you.

My feelings

disappearing

No regrets

Hoping no one

resents me.

After my dream

ended

I wondered...

What am I leaving..

When I leave here?

The pain

I've caused the hurt

the disappointments

The worries

Hoping, now

people understand

people miss

people hear me

and others

Forgetting all,

all the pain, and hurt

I learned to hide

inside

buried deep in

my heart. No way

out

My fears...are these..