When My Life Changed ~ Denis Love Story ~

Chapter 16

Previously on When My Life Changed
"..I think I love him..

Denis P.o.v

I woke up to Ben poking me
"dude, wake up, you have to see this!" he said
I growled a bit then I walked off the bunk
"what the fuck happened that I have to see?" I asked angrily and looked at my phone "at 6 in the morning,and why are you up already?"
"chill dude,quietly! you have to see how Ess sleeps!" he said and placed his index finger on his lips showing me to shut up
"ahh, Okay, now, show, I want to go back to sleep" I said and rubbed my eyes
He walked to Ess's bunk on his toes quietly, and slowly pulled the curtain
When I saw her something strange feeling started to flood inside me
It was sort of the feeling I felt when I first saw Dasha...it was weird
She was deeply asleep, her hands were under the pillow, and her right leg was out of the blanket
I just stared at her, she was so peaceful..
Then suddenly Ben waved in front of my eyes
"Stoff? Dude, Hello? Earth calls Denis!"
"what?" I looked at him
"you just stared at her for like 5 minutes!"
"why did you show me this? She sleeps like a normal human,like I would but you woke me up!"
"but it's cute, Samantha sleeps like this too and I don't know I always laugh when her leg is out of the blanket"
"dude what did you drank? , now go back to sleep you fag" I said and laughed
"Nothing, fuck off dude, admit it, you think it's funny too!"
"I prefer the cute, not the funny!"
"Oh you think she sleeps cute?"
"Yes, now leave me alone I'm tired as hell!" I said and climbed to my bunk
I layed and pulled the blanket on myself
What was that? Ben's probably planning something..
I started to think about this, but then my thoughts traveled to Ess..
We've been so close lately, and I might have a little crush on her.. But I just broke up I can't feel this this soon
I don't know..
Ess is everything what Dasha wasn't.. What I need..
Damn feelings
My last thought was Ess, then I fell back to sleep..

I woke up at 8:30 am, we have soundcheck in 2 hours I need to get up
I climbed out of the bunk and walked to the bathroom, I saw Ess's bunk curtain was pulled out and she wasn't there..
When I did my business and washed my face and teeth I walked to the front, Ess sat on the couch and she was doing something on her laptop, Probably editing the last night's photos, she was alone
"Good morning, Martini!" I said
She looked up of the laptop, smiled and said "Good morning, Stoffy, what's up?"
"I'm good, what are you doing? And where are the guys?"
"editing, I wanted to do that last night but I was tired as fuck so I left it for today, the guys went to get some junk food and coffees"
"can I join?" I asked and walked to her
"Sure, sit" she said and moved away a bit so I could sit next to her
I watched how's she working with photoshop and making the photos more incredible
"I edited the pic you chosed, what do you think?" she asked while opened the photo, it was amazing
"Holy shit! I like it, I want this as my profile pic!"
"I know, give me your phone!" she said and I handed her my phone
She got an usb cable and connected it with her laptop, and 'sent' the picture to me
"thanks Ess!" I said and hugged her
She hugged me back
"you welcome, fucker"
I laughed and so did her, her laugh is so cute and her smile is.. Wow stop, Stoff. You just broke up.

I just watched her editing and sending the pics to Sumerian Records and manager and stuff, then she uploaded to her photographer site
Suddenly the busdoor opened and the guys came in with bunch of McDonald's bags and coffees
"Food, Lovebirds!" Ben yelled
We got up and walked to them and they handed us our bags
We sat down and watched Sherlock and ate our food
"God, I love McDonald's so fucking much!"
We all nodded and said "me too!"
I caught myself looking at Ess many times, she was deeply focused into Sherlock
I caught Ben staring at me and when I made eyecontact with him He looked away, I need to talk with him..
I finished my meal, so I threw away the things and said to Ben
"Ben,come out with me for a smoke" I said
"Comin'" He said and got up and walked out of the bus with me
The guys didn't even noticed we left, that's what Sherlock does to them..

We lit our cigarettes up and I was about to start to talk but he spoke up first
"I know what do you want to say, I noticed, Denis, you like her" I shocked
"what.. No.. Maybe.. Mate I just broke up!"
"And? Who cares? That's not a reason to push this chance away, you need to move on, and she helps you, you started to catch feelings to her, that's how it goes.. I know"
"And what if she don't..?"
"She feels the same, That's brighter than the sun,if she doesn't felt the same, she wouldn't kiss you back.. On the forehead yesterday."
"how.. You saw that?"
"I was watching you two in the past few days.. I'm such a cute cupido damn"
"you're unbelievable"
"I just want you to be happy , and when you're with Ess, you seem happier than when we asked you to join!" he laughed and punched my shoulder "don't miss this chance, try to show her you feel the same and then it will turn out good, but I say it now before I forget and you two get together.. No fucking on the bus!"
I laughed out loud and punched him
"thanks for lighting me up.." I said and hugged him
"That's what Best friends do..but Ess needs a conversation like this too...I'm going to talk to her or ask James or Sam"
"They know it too?" I asked
Ben facepalmed and said
"We're not stupid, Stoffy! Now let's go back!"
I nodded and we walked back to the bus
The Sherlock was already ending
Ess suddenly spoke up
"Okay guys, 30 minutes till soundcheck, get your lazy ass up and get ready!"
"you coming with us?" Cam asked
"if it's not problem..." she said shyly
"No!" we shouted
She smiled and nodded "then I'm going !"

She walked to the bathroom with some clothes and 10 minutes later she came out,she was so beautiful

We were ready so we walked off the bus and walked to soundcheck
On our way I walked with Ess, and I spoke up
"selfieee"
She smiled and made a peace symbol with his hands
I took the picture and posted it on instagram with the caption
"Going to soundcheck with this lovely lady and the lads! Warped tour day 2,fuck yes!"

After soundcheck we were on our way back to the bus and I walked with Ess in front of the guys and we were talking and then she suddenly held my hand
I looked at her and she looked back at me, and said "I'm just cold"
"no, it's fine,hold my hand whenever You want" I said and intertwined our fingers
Suddenly we heard those photo shooting Sounds behind our backs
We turned over and the guys were taking pics of us, but when they saw us they acted like they were making selfies
We laughed and showed our middle fingers to them.

It felt so good to hold her hand..

When we arrived back to the bus we had a little time till our set starts so we were watching Supernatural now

I sat next to Ess and looked at her more than at the show.. What a feeling..

~end,next chapter soon~
~~Essiestoff