When My Life Changed ~ Denis Love Story ~

Chapter 17

Previously on When My Life Changed
I sat next to Ess and looked at her more than at the show.. What a feeling..

Ess's p.o.v

It's been a week, I'm at warped tour, I'm Asking Alexandria's photographer..we're so close with the guys. Especially with Denis.. We go for a walk every night, also watch the stars together, and my feelings just grew and grew for him..
Gen went on tour with Hollywood Undead, I called her last night, and she feels so good, the guys treat her well and I think Dylan likes her as much as she likes him ..
The guys were on soundcheck, so I had some free time, I edited the pics I took of them then when I took a break I decided to message the dorks

Essie_: Hi dorks! Whatcha doin? I have a little free time so I decided to message you😝 so how's there at home?
Camillewood: HIIIIIIIII
BreeBakesYourFace: HAIIIIIIIIII BAEEE
Essie_: woOaH you twoo, changed your usernameees!
Camillewood: LOL Yeah, how are you??
Essie_: I've never been better! You?
Bastien_xx: Hi, Essie :)
Camillewood: lol Ien what's this attitude??
Bastien_xx: Nothing at all.

As I saw Bastien's sarcasmic messages, anger started to flew inside of me

Essie_: Bastien, pv
Bastien_xx: k

I clicked x on the groupchat and private messaged Bastien, I wanted to know already what the fuck happened

Essie_: Bastien, tell me already.
Bastien_xx: What?
Essie_: why are you so rude to me lately? What have I done to you? I've had enough of this.
Bastien_xx: I'm waiting for you to notice, but you won't..
Essie_: What are you talking about? Just say it already for the fuck's sake goddamn
Bastien_xx: I love you, Ess.
Essie_: I love you too, Ien you're my Best boy-friend, and I don't know what have I done to you..
Bastien_xx: That's what you do, you don't love me the right way..
Essie_: what..? Bastien, you didn't..
Bastien_xx: I didn't told you because I didn't wanted to ruin our friendship, I wanted to wait, I hoped that you will feel the same soon, but then you flirted with that fucker, Denis,I got jealous, That's why I didn't said goodbye when you left and that's why I was a douchebag..and I'm glad I didn't, I guess you're already together with him. I hope you're happy, I don't care about you anymore.

When I read this I almost choked down.. This isn't Ien, he's not like this..

Essie_: Bastien.. I'm so sorry.. I..
Bastien_xx: Don't say anything.. It's not your fault, I always fell in love with the wrong girl. I'm used to it.
Essie_: Bastien I love you as a Best friend, Nothing more and sorry I can't do nothing about it, I love someone else.
Bastien_xx: I have to go now.
Essie_: Bastien don't you dare quit.
Bastien_xx: you don't tell me what to do,you know what? I hate you. Leave me alone.
Essie_: if you quit the chat, you quit our friendship too.
Bastien_xx: That's EXACTLY what I want to do now.
Essie_: then go.
*Bastien_xx has quitted the chat*

I felt tears coming to my eyes and I started sobbing,
He was important for me..
I didn't knew what to do, I was crying for like an hour when the guys arrived

Denis saw me crying on the couch and ran towards me, the guys followed him
"Ess, what happened why are you crying?" He asked
"Bastien.. Said, he loves me and I told him that I don't love him that way and.. We're not friends anymore."
The guys just stared at me, then Cam spoke up
"that explains why was he rude to you."
"Yes, but, you know he was important for me! We were friends since kindegarden and that just makes me feel shit because.." Denis cut me off
"don't feel like shit, you can't do anything about it you don't love him like that that's not your fault, he needs to accept that, if he won't, that's his bad.." He said, and his words comforted me so much
"I know, I just.. I loved him."
"As a friend.." Ben said
"As a friend.." I repeated
"don't blame yourself hun, that's how life works, now cheer up, we got some junk food for you!" said James and I smiled, Denis wiped away my tears and smiled at me, I smiled back and pulled him to a hug, he hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear
"everything will be alright, darling !"
He called me darling .. Oh my god, I love him so much it kills me
When I pulled out the hug I saw Ben looking at us weirdly..
I was about to ask on it when Sam punched me in the shoulder
"Sherlock's on TV, hun! Come!"
I laughed and stood up and walked to the couch, I hopped down and seconds after denis hopped next to me
"So Ess, tomorrow we are going to a party, you coming too right?" said Ben and looked at denis then at me
I looked at Denis, he looked at Ben and then at me
"of course" I said and continued watching Sherlock

When the episode ended I stood up and decided to edit some photos and upload it to my website and also drop some of them up to instagram.

I worked on the photos for like an hour, then Denis hopped to my bunk
"Hey darl. Walk?"
I smiled and nodded.

We walked around the bus and talked about everything.
"You were acting strange today,is everything Okay?"
"Yes it's..doesn't matter i'm fine, I'm waiting for tomorrows party"
"Oh, me too, you want to get shitfaced?" I laughed
"no, now not, I'm planning something"
"kinkyy, what?"
"surprise!" he smiled
"I don't like surprises!" I laughed back
"hopefully this one you will" He winked at me
"fuck you" I said and started to walk faster to the bus
"Hey wait for me!" he said and ran after me
He reached me and hugged me from behind
I laughed and turned around to hug him normally
I breathed in his scent and he tightened the hug
He pulled out and we stared at each other
Then he started to lean in
I just stood there and looked up on him
Our lips finally met, he kissed my lips, and I kissed back, my eyes were wide open, but then I closed them.

We just stood there.
In each others arms.
Kissing.

This is happening.

~end of chapter~
~EssieStoff