Hi guys! Sorry I haven't written in so long, lots of things have happened in the past weeks.
Ok, during late March I was clean until I self-harmed for reasons I'm not going to say, but anyway, I was in school and my shirt rode up and somebody saw it. Later that day when I went to get on the bus the same person that wrote the note gave it to my mom(the bus driver) and I told her not to read it because I didn't like the person who gave it to her, ok so saying person all the time is getting annoying so I'll say JPA for now, my mom said ok and put it down until we got home and she came in my room and said show me. I was confused until she told me what she meant. I showed her and she was like really angry and left to tell my parents. I was called out by my parents so I went I'm the kitchen and the were screaming at me and said the note said I wanted attention from them. Ok so I was flabbergasted and really angry that JPA would say that. I thought I trusted her but apparently I was wrong. Long story short, they called CRISIS line on me and this lady came and talked to me and basically said I needed help and wanted me to leave my family for maybe a month or longer to go to a hospital.A frickin mental hospital!! I hugged my duck and just sat there emotionless while they all talked about it. My parents agreed and found a hospital a hour away from my house. So the lady called and found out that there was no beds so I'm at my house, waiting I guess....
That's all for now!!
Lush you guys!!
