This black women said I don't like black love anymore. I was taken back by the thought of what she said. More hurt then anything. She made it seem like it could happen anymore. It has dawned on me that a lot of black women feel the same way. Hurt by the man they spread their legs to, or gave the hearts to. The same men who said they loved them and would never treat them wrong. The same men who said they would never cheat; but you caught them fuckin you're third cousin twice removed in your bed in the house that you pay for. So I got to thinkin, its us black women that are causing our self to dislike beautiful black love. Think about it we want the light skin men with the good hair, tattoos, and pretty ass eyes, who walk around with their pants hang low givin you a small piece of that trap money they be makin. Toughs are the same men that leave us with their babies to care for. Don't give us no money for them and expect us to do it all on our own. But that is what we women let them do. We think oh he loves me and his baby he's going to come back. Come to find out the third cousin twice removed we found him fuckin with, they done went and shacked up. Now her little boy that aint his blood call him daddy. If we as black women don't change what we are doin we will continue to feel the same way, stuck in the same spot they left us in. It seem once a women has taken one too many falls we go in to an angry state and don't care who we take it out on. Instead, of choosin the right man to build our empire with we choose the one that will pull us farther away from it. You see I refuse to be that black women that's angry and bitter and doesn't like real black love. I will not search for it because it will find me. I will not count myself as a black woman who doesn't believe in black love. When it finds me I will hold on and caress as if it is a new born baby. I will help it grow instead of tear it down, I will support it and not be jealous when I see it. I will embrace black love. I will love black love, because black love will one day love me too.
