After being discharged from the institute, I couldn't face going back to school so I enrolled in a new school, closer to home and sure that the news wouldn't travel.
I was right, being the new girl at school was easy, it was so different to what I'd been used to in the past, now I was the one who everyone wanted to be friends with, all but one person... Jane Doe.
I had realised from a young age that I was a fan of the female body, and today (a day I nearly got knocked out from a jealousy fueled punch) it was confirmed.
I have never known why but for some reason she didn't punch me that day, something stopped her and I don't think I will ever know what it was that did. All I knew is that in the second before I slammed my eyes shut in anticipation of the pain to follow, I saw beauty, quite simply beyond explanation. I was on top of the world, feeling the best I'd ever felt.
It was on that day, my journey of discovery started. We swapped numbers and we chatted about random things and then I picked up on the flirting towards me and I couldn't believe it, this girl liked me back.
From that day onwards, we were inseparable and like two peas in a pod. To public we could only be 'best friends' but behind closed doors; we were a real couple, just like I had always dreamt of, she was perfect.
My mental health state got steadily better after this, I was in a stable relationship with a beautiful girl and although we couldn't tell anyone about our relationship, I would have done anything for my girlfriend.
Little did I know, that she wasn't what I thought she was.
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Why didn't you believe me?
RandomThis is a story about a girls struggles through childhood and adolescence and her fight to become the strong independent woman she is today. This is my story and I am sharing it in the hope it will help other people with struggles similar to my own...
