As I sit next to the toilet with my hand on Sid's back, I yet again question if this is the life I really want. I mean, Sidney just comes up with excuses after excuses everytime this happens.... coming home at 3 a.m. past drunk shit faced.
I get up as Sid finishes throwing up to get a towel from under the sink. I turn on warm water and run it under the water for a couple seconds before ringing it out and handing it to Sid.
When I first met Sid I would have never thought that he would be like this. I thought he'd be mature. I was obviously wrong.
A moan came from Sidney and I turned my attention to him. He was half asleep with his hand on his stomach groaning. "come on Sid lets get you to bed" I said starting to peel him off the bathroom floor. I then realized how heavy he really is and with my frustration growing said, "Sidney, I can't pick you up off the floor by myself help me out here" He slightly stiffened and got off the floor the rest of the way and stumbled to his feet leaning most of his weight on me. Once I got him to our bedroom I flipped him over the bed and went to the closet to get some sweats and a random penguins T-shirt. I walked back over to the half asleep Sidney and started taking off his horribly tight skinny jeans and he slightly mumbled words that I didn't have the effort to understand.
I put on the sweats. His shirt was much easier to change as he childishly flung his arms over his head. Once I got him into the bed I turned off the light, grabbed my pillow and my charger and went back to the main room and got myself settled on the couch and turned on the food network.
I woke up to the light shining through the windows of our living room. I rubbed my eyes and grabbed my phone to see it was only 7:46. I looked around the room to see Sidney nowhere in sight. thank god. I quickly got up and grabbed my phone and a baseball cap from the hook and my purse and keys. I then put on my trainers and quickly left the apartment. I really don't want to deal with my hungover boyfriend right now. He can take care of his cry baby self for once. I'm not his mother.
Once I arrived at my best friends apartment I found her door and got out my key. I opened the door to find her sitting at the breakfast bar on her phone.
*3 hours later**
"thank you so much (Y/F/N) for hanging out with me. I'm so tired of Sidney lately"
"No problem (Y/N) you can come over anytime."
I said goodbye to my best friend and drove back to my apartment dreadfully. I opened the door to the sight of Sidney sitting on the floor in front of the window sobbing. He didn't hear me come in. I looked around more and I noticed things falling off the shelves and pillows from the couch everywhere and the curtains all out of shape.
"Sid" I croaked out dropping my bag.
"(Y/N) I thought you left! oh my god please forgive me I know I'm horrible and I'm so-" he quickly spit out all at once getting up from the floor. Before I knew it he was straight in front of me trying to wrap his arms around me.
I put my hand on his chest stopping him. I was instantly met with the pain in his eyes when I did this. "Sidney, I will take you back. for the last time, I can't live my life like this. I love you too much to deal with this almost everyday. you're not the guy I met in Canada and it needs to stop" I said harshly.
"done! I'm done! I promise you that baby. You mean the world to me and I can't believe how much I've taken you for granted. You're the only person that's stuck with me this long and now I see why. I see now how amazing of a woman you are for sticking with a pile of shit that is me."
"I love you Sid. now clean this cry baby fit up" I laughed.
"I love you too (Y/N) I will. you go take a shower, I'll take care of this. I'm sorry. I thought I lost you."
I started Walking to the bathroom and yelled out "ya can't get rid of me that easy Crosby!"
Hey everyone! I hope you enjoyed my first imagine! requests are open if you have any special requests for some imagines. I do have a list so I'll be posting those as well if I don't get any requests... Enjoy!
