Alpha Kyungsoo [HIATUS]

F O U R

I shut my eyes close , getting ready to sleep but many thoughts lingered around my mind. I hardly can snooze so, I keep twisting on my bed. Rogues, rejection and heartbroken are too much for me to handle it one the first day I'm here.

Groaning, I wake up and abruptly make my way out from Kyungsoo's house. It feel suffocating and unwelcoming. I keep remembering the way Kyungsoo diverted his face from me as he heartlessly push me away. I keep blaming myself for not being perfect enough for the Alpha that even seeing his face makes my heart broke into pieces.

I glance at my watch, slightly sighing when I saw it was already 3:00AM in the morning. Being so deep inside the forest, I couldn't remember my way back as I stare the moonlight flashes beautifully.

I remember one story Gamma used to tell me before when I was still a pup. It was a very loving story about how The Sun loves The moon so much that he dies every night just to let she breathes.

I love the story so much, thinking that one day, someone would probably sacrifice his life just for me . But I was completely wrong. Unknowingly, I'm stucked with a cruel man who doesn't even want me as his mate.

Leaving the thoughts behind, I slowly walk my way to the Pack House as I stubbornly fight my wolf who wants to go back to Kyungsoo's mansion. I walk up the stairs of my old place and U end up infront of my old room and suprisingly, it was already occupied by other wolves. I feel dissapointed and empty but I ignore it ad I stroll around the place, alone. It was dark and I can feel everyone is already sleeping, except me.

Out of sudden, my legs stop moving infront of a room by instinct. Chanyeol's room. And that is when I remember our last misunderstanding. I feel guilts haunting me down as I knock the door, gulping down in nervous.

-

"Minhee?", his hoarse voice greets me followed by an open door.

Like last time never occured, he invites me inside happily, showing me his slight messy room and I notice a familiar acoustic guitar on his bed. He had always developed interests in music and I'm the one who used to support him a lot when he was still a 15 year old werewolf.

But, when he got the position to be one of the warriors, his old music sheets was forgotten, his guitar was left alone and he becomes more matured as he is busy occupied by the commitment of his job. Nevertheless, I still mentally want him to sing again.

"Still playing, huh?", I nudged his hand while trying to sit down properly at the edge of his bed.

"Yup. Well, you know. It just, I'm upset."

"I was wrong, I'm sorry."

"No-no, it wasn't your fault. It just... I don't know.. I feel like something bad going to happen."

"Don't you dare,", I point at him, "leave me alone."

He smiles as he pats my head playfully, "I won't. Promise."

"Promise.", I held out my pinky finger and he entwined it with his.

He wets his lips as he asked me what am I doing here. So, I innocently lied to him, saying that I miss him and the members in the Pack house so much that I decided to pay a visit in a freaking dawn.

He nods understandingly before asking me, "You have Kyungsoo now right? So, how does everything went?"

Chanyeok picks up his glasses and put it on. It doesn't have any use when you have a pair of werewolf's eyes but he loves wear it anyway and thats make me feel that he is more like a human compare to myself.

"Good.", I lied and my wolf growls in annoyance. "So, how about you and Ahra?"

"Better now, but she still sleeps with the pup watchers sometimes and that makes me frustated.", Chanyeol groans and I could feel him as I also felt the same.

"By the way, since she is not here, want to take a peek on this?", he added, waving papers in his hand.

I grab the new music sheets , consists of the lyrics that he wrote as I said, "Mr. Park Chanyeol, mind to sing this for me?"

"Of course, my little princess, you know I can't say 'no' to you."

I beam happily like a kid, shifting to give him some spaces to settle down. He grabs the guitar and adjusts the keys beforehand. Looking at me, he sweetly sings those words which is still uncomplete.

Hold my hand when you need somebody~

I’ll be that somebody somebody~

we’re in this for life yeah~

He looks up, meeting my gaze as I cheerfully clap my hand like a seal. I praised him and he blushes in embarassment. Both of us share a good laugh together, spending time catching up those moments we left before the sun starts to rise from the east.

Bidding my farewell, I shout, "Complete the song next time I see you ~!"

"Understood!", he shouts back with a wide grin plastered on his face, completely opposite to Kyungsoo.

-

Talking about the Alpha, I wonder if he notices that I was gone. I could feel my wolf mentally curses and nags toward me as I swiftly run to the mansion. I was panting for air when I feel a storm of rage came from the house. His aura.. I'm scared.

Fidgeting, I reach the doorknob but unluckily, the man--who I really don't want to see--opens it angrily. He stares at me in rage and I cower infront of the dominant Alpha.

"K-Kyungs--"

My words got cut off as he grips on me, forcing me to enter the house in rush. His steel-like grip make me whine in pain but he ignores it. I keep pulling my hand back and tears start to run down my face as he pushes me harshly on the couch in the living room.

"Where did you GO?", he emphasized the word as he hatefully glares at me.

I turn away, hiding my sobs as I replied, "Why do you even care? It is not like you already accept me as your mate."

"Kim Minhee, do you realise how dangerous it is to stay alone in the woods!? Rogues are everywhere and we don't even know when will they attack next!", he shouts.

"Do Kyungsoo! Stop acting like you care! It is fucking hard for me to be in this confusing situation so, please just stop with your game and start to tell me the truth!", I scream back just as loud as him but he didn't even flinch.

"The truth? You really want to know it?"

"Yes, I wan---"

He suddenly crashes his lips with mine as my eyes widen from the sudden pound. Kyungsoo wraps one of his hand at the back of my neck, stopping from moving when I squirm in his hand. He bit my lower lip as hard as he could and I gasp. Th alpha uses that as a chance to deepen the kiss, leaning closer on me and my back hits the couch.

I lost in the kiss with the dominant Kyungsoo on top of me. After a few moments, he pulls back and my wolf whine from the sudden lost. My heart still beats fastly as I look down, feeling so embarassed to see him.

"Look at me.", he said but I still stubbornly focus my gaze on the floor before I felt his slightly cold fingers yank my head up.

My jaw drops and a wave of fear suddenly embraces me. Kyungsoo's eyes already turned into dark red as unknown marks were visible on his face. Fangs grow from his mouth and it slips out a little bit. He smirks and wet his lips when he saw my frightened face and I immediately know, the Kyungsoo infront of me now, is not the Kyungsoo I knew.

"Like what you see? Cause this is me."