One shots [Zarry/Ziall]

Gotta Be You [Zarry]

Gotta Be You

"Please Zayn, I'm really sorry" Harry apologies as he cups Zayn's cheek, trying to get the shorter lad to meet his gaze.

You see, Harry and Zayn are in a relationship, or was in a relationship. Zayn had to go on holiday due to his commitment at his modelling agency Vogue, leaving a very lonely boy back in London. As you all have probably guessed it, one this lead to another causing Harry to cheat on his long-term boyfriend. As Zayn came back to London, Harry's phone was switched off, so Zayn hailed a taxi and got home being greeted by Harry and a brunette lad having sex on their kitchen table.

***

"I don't want you to go" Harry whispers through glassy eyes while him and Zayn are currently in a strong embrace while Zayn's flight number is being called.

Zayn sniffs "You know if I had the choice I wouldn't, but work calls babe, I can't just not go" he admits as he pulls away from the hug, looking deeply into the green irises he'd once fallen in love with.

"FLIGHT NUMBER 603 TO COLOMBO IS BOARDING NOW, ALL PASSENGERS MAKE WAY TO GATE FIFTEEN" The speaker booms causing both boys to wear a pained expression as they won't see one another for one and a half months, due to Vogue having a new edition being released of an upcoming boy band.

Zayn wipes the tear which just descended from his teary eyes "This is it, I'm not going to say goodbye because I'll be back, so maybe we should just say 'see you later?' yeah that works" Zayn rambles on.

"Oh shut up" Harry chuckles as he crashes his lips onto Zayn's without warning, but then again, love has no warnings.

Zayn clutches onto Harry's collar, too terrified to release it because he feels as though when he lets go, everything will crumble and he won't be able to leave Harry alone.

"See you later Zed" Harry says as he pulls away from the hug, pecking Zayn's lips.

Sighing without looking back, Zayn takes his hand luggage and goes to his gate while Harry heads back to the parking area to head home, by himself.

***

Maybe that's where it really all started, the thought oh him being alone, Harry clearly couldn't handle it. Not feeling the warmth of someone near you in the morning. He hates the feeling of seeing his kind sized bed only having half of the bed with crinkly sheets, so he purposely rolls over in the morning over the bed to make it look as if someone else has slept in it.

But that soon changes when Harry doesn't have the need to do that anymore because someone actually did crinkle the other side, Zayn's side.

Four days after Zayn left was when reality kicked in that Zayn wouldn't be back for a long time, too long for Harry. So that's when he started drinking, it was almost considered as binge drinking, he used to consume so much alcohol that he couldn't even remember where he lived, causing arguments with neighbours when Harry started to claim that his house was his neighbours.