Poisonous, Venomous, Contagious, but I still love you.

Rabid

I'm going crazy.
I'm losing my mind.
I can't think straight.
At all.
Where am I?
Who am I?
Do I have a name?
Silly question I know, right?
But I seriously don't know.
I mean I know I have one, or had one.
But I can't seem to remember what it was. I take in my surroundings slowly.
I'm in a room.
I think.
Maybe.
A box.
Big box?
Small box?
And it's dark.
I'm not afraid of the dark, just what's in it. I'm lying down.
I lurch like I'm falling when I realize this.
I call out but my voice carries no sound.
A faint whisper is all I get.
I feel something touch my leg.
I go rigid and stiff.
I dare not move.
It's just above my ankle.
On my right ankle.
I'm holding my breath.
I'm squeezing my eyes shut.
Blood is roaring in my ears.
Electricity crackles through my veins.
I'm afraid.
I hear breathing.
It isn't mine.
My pulse increases rapidly.
I open my eyes slightly.
Tears well up in my eyes.
Fear consumes me.
What was on my ankle moves up my leg.
It feels good.
It's someone's curious hand.
Sliding like silk up my calf.
I moan, enjoying it.
My heart rate increases all the more.
I shiver and sweat beads on my face.
Tears well up in my eyes.
I hear whimpering.
I realize it's me.
I feel cold and hot at the same time.
My teeth begin to chatter.
The tears spill over and run down the side of my face.