Trouble//Kian//jc

Tears and Love

-ASHLYS POV-

I woke up from a BEEPING noise, my own heart beat woke me up

I sat up and a couple minutes later the nurse came in,

"How do you have so much energy sweetie?" She laughed quietly to herself

"I don't know, I guess I got scared because my own heart woke me up" I laughed a little

"Two boys are here, I'll send in one of them for you sweety" she smiled gently and I just nodded

I laid back down thinking over and over what happened just a day ago.

I let in a big breath when kian walked in

"Hey.." He says quietly standing at the door way

"You can come in" I sigh

He closes the door and walks back over to me, a small smile, watery eyes, why was he upset?

"I'm so sorry, your life is a living hell, and after you told me who you really where, I know you saw me cheating on you, and I'm so sorry. The guilt just beats me up inside. I'm sorry, and when I said I'll always love you, I meant it" hey says letting a tear slip away

I scooch over for him to sit down next to me, he took that and sat down. He hugged me tighter then ever before

"What are you trying to say Kian?" I say and start to tear up

"I love you Ashly.." He mumbles into my neck

"I love you too, but that doesn't mean we can get back together right away, it means you have to wait till I gain all of your trust back again, but I still love you" I say while a tear slips down my face

Why was I crying? I'm not sure. Why did I just tell Kian I loved him? I'm still not sure

My heart is a mess right now and I have no clue on how to fix it