Pretending

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~your pov~

I woke up from bed and got up quickly to do my morning routine

Stil pretending your awake
Still pretending your alright
Still pretending that your always here...

I ate my breakfast and took a shower,after that i left the house to buy some pastries

I cant stop having not to cry
I just cant stop thinking your gone
I just cant tell to you....goodbye

I got near the bakery and smelled the pastries,Dipper would love this

I wanted to keep you in life
Memories flowing right in my mind...

I quickly bought some and got ready to go to the flower shop,i walked in the shop and quickly bought some roses

I JUST CANT STOP CRYING
WHEN I KNOW THAT YOUR GONE
HAVING TO THINK THAT YOUR AWAKE
WHEN I KNOW YOUR NOT COMING BACK

Since i got all the stuff i started to head to dipper's home

All our memories in our brain
Will be stored forever and ever
I hope that i can make it through
Without having to cry over you

I walked to passed the diner,where me and dipper usually go on a date or just hang out

Even though that your gone
You'll always have a place in my heart...

And passed the library,where we always read books and secretly make out~

I JUST CANT STOP CRYING
WHEN I KNOW THAT YOUR GONE
HAVING TO THINK THAT YOUR AWAKE
WHEN I KNOW YOUR NOT COMING BACK

And passed the alley,where dipper saved me from gangsters

HAVING TO THINK THAT YOUR NOW GONE
IT MAKES ME FEEL ALL ALONE
HAVING TO THINK THAT YOUR NOT AWAKE
MAKES ME FEEL SO WRONG

And finally,the coffee shop,where me and dipper first met

I cant stop myself from crying
I just cant think that your dying

I let out sigh and started to head to the woods...

Having to know that i'll always be alone!

Memories flashed when i saw the places where we fought monsters and i even saw bill's statue

I JUST CANT STOP FROM CRYING
WHEN I KNOW THAT YOUR GONE
HAVING TO THINK THAT YOUR AWAKE
WHEN I KNOW THAT YOUR NOT COMING BACK....

And i finally got to dipper's home,the spot where he was killed,i dropped to the ground and started crying

Still pretending your awake
Still pretending your alright
Still pretending that your alive~...

"I miss you so much,i dont know what i'll ever do without you..."I trailed off and kept crying

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IF YOU GUYS ARENT CRYING
THAT MEANS THAT THIS WAS A TERRIBLE SAD STORY,BUT I CRIED,BUT ONLY ON THE INSIDE,THIS HIT ME IN THE HEART BRUH

ANYWAYS CHAO

~imlikesam_xXmr


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