My Feelings Out for Everyone to See

Youll always be my baby<3

I lay in bed with you by my side. You are always there when I need someone to listen to and you never talk back, well you can't. But it's nice to have you notice when I'm feeling down, you'll come and lay next to me asking for attention in a way to make me feel better. You've been with me through the worst and best times of my life so far. You were there when I could tell anyone else my secret. I knew at some point it would be your time to go but I always denied it. Thought if I ignored it, it would never happen; I silly I was to think that. But I know when you do go you'll still be with me: in my heart, in my thoughts, in my day to day movements...you'll always be my old man no matter how old I get...

This entry is about my cat, I don't really care how stupid I sound or se after writing this...he was there before and after every time I was sexually abused he was the only "person" I talked to and we've been through so much together...I just can't image when the day comes...he's 11 years old and may have diabetes, my family isn't wealthy, we're far from it so we may be unable to pay for his medicine after a while...

If you've had a pet that you grew up with then you'll understand what I'm saying 1000% and if you haven't I'm sorry you haven't experienced what that's like yet.