❝ sasaeng ❞ .bts horror 2

FOUR

Jooyeon's P.O.V.

"Jooyeon, mom's calling you."

I opened my eyes, and sat up on my bed.

I yawned as I stretched my arms wide.

My head hurts...

"What's that on your head?"Chayeon asked me.

"My head?"I said, placing my left arm on the left side of my forehead, and I felt a lump on there.

"What the fuck?"I whispered as I waked away from my bed and to our mirror.

"I didn't remember hitting my head on something..."I said, rubbing my head whioe looking at myself in the mirror.

"That's why you don't always remember things... Right? Like..duh, how can you remember something if you have that kind of sickness?"Chayeon rolled her eyes.

"...yeah, you're right."I said, nodding.

"Jooyeon, I was calling your name for a millionth time now!"Mom said as she entered our room.

"'Sup, mom."Chayeon said, but mom didn't respond.

"Sorry."I apologized.

"Okay, get dressed now, we're going to visit Dr. Choi..."Mom said.

I hate it.

"But mom! Why now? I don't want to visit that fucking doctor ever again!"I said.

"Watch your mouth, Lee Jooyeon!"Mom said, getting angry.

"...oooh."Chayeon cooed.

I glared at my mother.

"Get dressed now."Mom said.

"....no."I said.

"Sweetie, I'm sorry for what I said earlier, just.. Get dressed, please?"Mom said, her tone is very soft.

"I don't want to go."I said.

"Okay, if that's what you want."Mom said.

"Really?"I said, getting happy.

Mom nodded.

"But get dressed."

"Why?"I asked.

"I'm bringing you to the performance of that boy group that you are addicted to.. What was it again? Bangtan Sonyeondan? Yeah. I'll bring you there."Mom said.

"I'm not their fan, Chayeon is."I said,"You bring her there, I'm staying here."

Mom sighed.

"Never mind Bangtan's performance, We're going shopping."She said,"Get dressed."

I rolled my eyes.

"Fine.."

I went in the bathroom, and removed all of my clothes.

I stared at the cuts on my skin.

I don't quite remember drawing these cuts, but I remembered that I'm depressed.

Depressed about my sister.

Why would mom only care for me?

Why does she always ignore Chayeon?

Maybe if I'll die, Chayeon will get all the love that I had from my parents.

And maybe if I'll die, Chayeon would stop destroying herself.

But if I'll try to kill myself, Chayeon would appear and stop me.