See you again ✗ Riley Matthews

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Dear Riles,

this is still a lot to take in, I miss you very much.

I wish you didn't have to go so soon, remember we were going to live together? that won't happen at all, but that's okay........I miss you riles, I wish I could see you one last time.

It's been an year actually..... I remember after I woke up, the doctor just walked in the family room. He told us you didn't make it. Now that's not what I expected, I expected that you were fine, and talking again. He told us you lost a lot of blood...... I was scared, I was scared that you won't be by my side anymore, who will I go to when I need a hug? a friend? most importantly, to share a laugh with?

After he told us, my heart dropped to my stomach. I stood there all shocked. All frightened. I didn't make any sound, I just starred at something, like I was zoned out but all I saw and heard was my heart breaking into pieces.

Everyone started crying, but I didn't cry. I wanted to be strong. Typical me, always wanting to be strong, and then let emotions eat me alive. Everyone asked me if I was alright. I only nodded.

I hadn't talked to anyone, until two weeks later when I broke down in front of everyone at our history class when someone sat on your spot. 

Now that it's been an year, I hadn't let you go.

Until now, I had a dream yesterday Riles,  I dreamt that your soul was hurting, because I hadn't let you go. You were suffering, your spirit was suffering, and I don't want that. I want you to be free. You deserve to be free. I was grieving, and I almost lost myself.

I wanted to die so bad, but you stopped me.

I love you so much Riles, so much, I'm willing to stay alive for you. And i'll still talk to you through notes. 

It had been a long day, and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.

Love, Maya.

[A/N:  THE END... Sorry for any mistakes and errors of mine, hahah, thanks for reading. This story is finished now.]

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