'When she cries...'
The tears were streaming down my face after the song ended. I loved that song but it made me cry so bad! Although, these days, music is my only escape from the cruel harsh reality that I am alone. Completely alone. No family. No friends? No comforting voice when I needed it. Nothing.
I live in a care home because both of my parents died when I was younger. My mother died when I was 8 after falling down the stairs. She hit her head 3 times and passed away after 3 days in hospital, my father committed suicide not long after. I was lost without them. When I was about 12 depression set in. I wouldn't eat. I couldn't sleep. I would cut everyday. I wouldn't talk to anyone. But, people started to notice, I was only 14 and put on antidepressants.
Music is everything to me, has been since my parents died. I spend my time listening to music, where ever I go, my music comes with me. I'm in love with One Direction and 5 Seconds Of Summer and they're the reason I'm alive right now. I could have taken my depression further but they made me happy. And that was exactly what I needed.
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Lyrics to my life
FanficHolly's a depressed teenager in desperate need of help. When it shows up, her life changes forever and she never would have expected it....