The harder I try
The more I want to die
Kill me now
Take me out of my miseryThe demons won't release me
They pull me under this dark sea
They call it my mindI'm terrified
I'm scared
I thinkThink too much
I think I'm too big so I starve myself
Think I'm ugly so I wear a mask
I've wasted time.
Spent time wasted on.
It was like rereading a chapterI know how it ends already
I want to give upI've headed for the bathroom
And opened the pills
I didn't want to take themYou think some more
You cut deeper and deeper each day
You think the pain will go away
You hide everything by smilingNever follow the demonds
Follow your heart
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The Dark Road Called Life: Poems
PoetryThese poems are how I feel in the moment. I know the first few absolutely suck, but the bottom ones would have to be the best in my opinion. I am open to criticisim and I hope you enjoyed your reading. Thank you! Bye!