Unexpected

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"Clay?"
"Yeah?"
"..have you took the pills dear?"
"Yes.."
I hate it.i hate to do like this every single day.the worst thing is that i always do this for 3 years.three years haunted by the nightmares.three years that i suffer in pain,not knowing where it comes from.

The pills,the doctor said that everything will get better after i took the..pills.but no,whenever i take the pills everything gets worse.it only erase my fear.not my bad dreams.and it only erase my pain for like 30 minutes.i hate those pills.i really want to tell my parents about these pills.i want them to know that nothing change whenever i take this pills.but i know,they wouldn't believe me.

'Try to hang yourself,or maybe jumps out from the window.when you're gone.the nightmares will ends.your pain will go away.i can promise you that,clay'

His voice.i can clearly hear him.even though no one is beside me.i ignore those words and make my way to the bathroom and take a shower.

'And when you sleep they will come again'

He sang through my ear.i was laying down.trying to get some sleep.but i couldn't.im just too afraid that the dreams will come again.'its just a dream.it will be gone in the morning' i said to myself.'maybe i should take the pills.mother will be angry if she saw the bottle of pills untouched'.

I was walking down the stairs.looking at the big window that shows the lake.this house is Clifton's.my soon to be dad.this house is big.and he's like..a millionare.

As i walk into the kitchen,i took out the bottle.i stared at it or a while and took out a bottle of water from the fridge.

Then i swallow three pills and the water.a sharp pain attacks my head.