Twitter Love Story // a.i

I'm Not Fine At All

~I FEEL LIKE THIS SONG WILL FIT THIS CHAPTER PERFECTLY.~

{ASHTON'S P.O.V.}

It had been a week. A week without Ellie. 

I had messaged her. Multiple times. She never replied. I was desperate. I didn't know what to do without her. 

I'm the worst.

The guys continued to try and get me out of bed, the only time I left was to use the restroom. Well I didn't even have to leave my room for that. I probably smelled really really bad but I didn't care at that point. 

Ashton: Please answer me. I really need to talk to you.  10:36am...read

She left me on read. For the thousandth time. 

Ashton: I was grumpy, hungover, I didn't mean it. Please. 10:41am...read
Ellie babe: When I say I'm done... I'm done. 10:43am...read 
Ashton: I know babe. Please just come over and hear me out. 10:45am...read
Ellie babe: Don't call me that please. As I have said before, we're done. You can't fix it. I'm not just some project for you to work on. 10:51am... read
Ashton: Sorry. Please come over and just hear me out though. I just want to talk. xc 10:53am...read 
Ellie: Okay. Fine. I'll be over in 10. 10:55am...read

I got up quick and started cleaning my self and my room up.

{ELLIE'S P.O.V.} 

I fixed my hair and grabbed my keys before running to the bathroom. I couldn't let him see that I've been sad. I have to show him how well I'm doing, not how shitty I'm doing. 

I looked in the mirror and groaned. 

I hurried to put on a little eyeliner and mascara. I then put on some pinkish-red lipstick. I threw my hair up in a messy bun and checked the mirror once more. I didn't like the sight but I knew he would. He liked when I looked like this. I thought I was ugly. But I have to show him I'm at my best. 

I walked out of the bathroom, and the house. I went straight to my car. I got in and turned the key after putting it in the ignition. And then I drove to the boys's house. 

My anxiety was so bad when I arrived.

Breathe.

Show him that you're fine without him.

I got out and walked to the door.

Two knocks and wait. I reminded my self.

And I did as my mind told me. 

Luke answered the door.

"Hey. I thought I'd never see you again." Luke said pulling me into a hug.

"Why didn't you call me?" I sighed and then asked.

"I had to get a new phone. The boys threw it in the pool after accidentally leaking my phone number live." Luke explained.

"Oh. That sucks." I said as we pulled apart and he motioned for me to come in.

"Nah, I got a better phone so it's all good. What're you doing here?" He asked closing the door behind us after I walked in. 

"Ashton asked, well begged, me to come over. Um is he in his room?" 

"He hasn't left it, but a few times for food." Luke replied.

I muttered a thanks and headed to Ashton's room. While I was here I figured I would also collect my things. I knocked.