(Mitch's POV)
What if this...? What if that...? What if is the thing that goes through my head most every second of every day.
It's hard to remember a time when I was truly happy. A time when I didn't think the razor blade was my only answer, or when I felt that life was worth living.
I love him. I love him so goddamn much, and he just can't see. Is he blind or something? I mean I don't hide the fact that I have feelings for him, or that I self harm and are still feeling suicidal.
What if I didn't feel like this?
_______________________________________I am so sorry I haven't written in a while, and sorry this chapter is sooooooo short. I am going to try to get back to writing. I really will try. I swear.
Bye Peoples
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What If? (Merome Fanfiction) (Discontinued)
ФанфикWhat if people weren't so mean? What if I was never bullied? What if life was worth living? What if I was different? What if I didn't have flaws? What if someone finally loved me? My name is Mitchell Hughes. I am a lonely, depressed, and suicidal 1...