Nine Months Later

missing you

Have you ever missed someone so bad that it hurts?.

Have you ever forgotten that one person that made your whole day just by saying hi? Or making you feel butterflies when they kiss you and tell you youre their one and only? Or when they hold you tight and tell you everything is fine?

Well i've been here two weeks and all thats on my mind is danny.

Danny's my ex boyfriend. He was one of the most important things i had to leave behind.

We broke up coz i had to come here and long distance relationships are painfull and its not the same as having that person right by you.

****3 weeks ago***

"i cant do this anymore, i cant!!" i yelled

Danny made his way to me and secured my face in his hands and turned me to face him.

Oh how im gonna miss his warm hands. The ones that fit so perfectly in mine.

"babe...were gonna be okay" he assured me

"no we're not" i said

"yes we are. Chimmie just trust me" he said

"danny...you dont understand. Im gonna be miles and miles away and its only a matter of time before one of us meets someone else...i cant hurt you like that" i said crying my eyes out

I ran my fingers through his perfect silky brown hair and down to his face. His beutiful skin was so soft and i stared deep into his light brown eyes.

"i love you...dont you forget that" i said

"we wont be apart for too long my love. I promise. I will find you" he said

"dont fill me with false hope danny" i said

"its not false hope...im just being positive" he said

We walked into the living room and sat down on his couch.

I cuddled up with him and he had his arms wrapped around me.

The perfect moment with the perfect guy. I couldnt ask for anything more.

I will never find a guy as perfect as the one here with me.

"promise me something" i said

"anything for you" he said

"promise me you'll find someone else. But never replace me" i said

"i promise i'll never replace you. But i cant promise i'll find anyone else" he said

"danny...-" i started but he cut me off

"no i know what youre gonna say. But i love you and only you. No one can ever come into my heart again" he said

"danny...your heart is big enough for two" i said

"what are you trying to say?" he asked "do you wanna break up

"i think its the best for now" i said rubbing his chest

"i'll always love you" he said

"you are my one and only. I'll always love you too" i said laying on his chest again

"are gonna go to the airport with me?" i asked hopefully

"im afraid not. Suzy's getting married and i need to be out of town for a week or so. But lets make today worth it" he said

And we did make it worth it. We went to the cinema and the afterwards he took me to a jewelry store and we got our initials carved into a bracelt that he gave to me. Now i never take it off.

But i always cover it with Huge jumpers or long sleeve t-shirts.it hurt too much to look at.

We finally made it back to his house at 6:00pm and his mum maria was cooking dinner.

"hey mum were home!" he yelled

"good. Chimmie come help me please" maria asked politely

"mum she's spending the day with me...we wanna make today special" he whined

"but we did make it special. Now let me spend some time with your mum. Im gonna miss her too you know" i said

"fine" he said

I walked into the kitchen and danny followed behind and he sat on the stools at the island thingie

"would you chop up the veggies hun" maria said

"sure" i said getting a knife and a chopping board.

We cooked in silence and danny left to go set the table.

Danny's dad was working late so it was just us three.

"so youre leaving" maria said already tearing up.

She was pretty when she cried. But more pretty with her smile because her hazel eyes seem to light up and her long brown hair with a hint of gray made her look older than she really is but she's still beautiful.

"yeah" i said starting to cry too

"we'll miss you. I dont know where I'll find a girl to keep my little danny on track" she said

So the whole of dinner went on with tears about me leaving, and laughter as we remembered funny moments.

It was time for me to go home and my mum picked me up.

"we'll be together again" he said

"definitely" i said

He kissed me passionately then he looked over at my mum coz he found it funny at how mad she got when we kissed.

"bye danny" i said

"bye...for now"

I got to the car and i couldn't hold the tears anymore. I let them fall and the pain in my heart was unbearable .

"i know it hurts. But you'll be okay" my mum said

We drove off in silence as the tears still fell

****present day****

I'll never forget danny. I'll love him forever.

Im just scared that i'll end up loving someone else.

Like jake.

Or maybe mark

*******

I've been waiting to write about Danny for a while now and now i finally did!!! Joy!!!😄

School starts again soon but i'll still be able to update during the week soo...keep reading..and stay smooth B-)

Btw the pic is what i picture Danny to look like. Aint he cute^o^