Yoon Jeonghan x Reader

gone

Jeonghan's pov

I must be dreaming again. I saw y/n smile at me during the tour concert. Her smile was the only thing that mattered. I woke up only to realize y/n isnt around. She would usually play with my hair while i sleep. I reached out to the flower crown she used to decorate my hair with. I broke into tears. Again.

An imaginary voice kept whispering to me.

'She's gone'

If only i answered her call that day.

If only i wasnt working that day.

If only i came home earlier that day.

I felt numb to do anything but cry. The house is a mess and so am i. I gathered the little strength i have left and fixed myself.

S.Coups called to check up on me. I said to him im going to visit the cemetery.

In my hands, a bouquet of her favorite flowers. I practiced smilling, failed and teared up in the end. Y/n would hate to see her angel frown.

My legs felt weak as i neared a tombstone. Its been a year since she left me. I placed the flowers on her grave. I can't believe you left in peace, left me in pieces. I kept telling myself not to cry and still failed.

It hurts so much y/n. You left a hole in my heart. I've never felt so empty. No matter how much i cry, these tears would never heal me. Let alone turn back time.

Through sobs i kept saying those words.

'I love you y/n. I love you so much'

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Hey lil cuties, sorry for the late update. There's been a lot going on in my life. (╥_╥)

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*blows kisses~