Emotions

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After that one kiss Dolan just sat there. After what seems like an hour  he got up and went back home. It was almost night time so he thought everyone was a sleep. He took a loooong walk back home thinking about the kiss.. Why did he enjoyed that, Why did Hellbent Liked him, Hey does he have these emotions. It's all soo complicated. It was so weird.He finally made it home and hope some sleep makes him feel better. He saw everyone asleep in their own rooms, but some where empty still because others where on vacation.  He went to his own room and tried sleeping but hat kiss he couldn't get off of his mind no matter how hard he tried it was still stuck to it. "GAAAA why just why, this is so stupid" Dolan cried. "I don't like him like that...do I.....I don't know any more this is not good..ugh.." He gets a headache because of it. Eventually he slept. 

9:30

Dolan woke up as the sunlight was hurting his eyes from sleeping. He got up and felt ok like he forgot what happened yesterday. "Wow that was a crazy night, hmm I wonder what happened" he just got out of bed and went to the kitchen where Shima was on the phone, Melissa eating, Critical was in his room, and Hellbent was sitting on the couch watching tv. That's when he remembered what happened  yesterday. "Oh fuck now I remember. I just have to avoid eye contact" "Hey Dolan" Melissa said. This made him jump. "Oh hi Melissa" "why you so jumpy,btw did you know who ur secret admirer is" Dolan was afraid to tell the others though so he lied "um..not exactly" "Awww bummer, well I hope who ever it is,must really like you" She said excitedly "haha you have no idea" "Well any who,our other friends on vacation are coming back tomorrow " "great..." Dolan said but then he looked over to the couch and Hellbent was gone, where is he! "Um Melissa talk to you later I got to...plant some plants ok bye" Melissa was confused about this, why is he acting nuts? "Shima what's with Dolan he is acting...a but nutty" Melissa said. "Like more than usual" Melissa nodded. "Well I have no idea probably still looking for the person who sent the letter to him" Shima explained "Who do you think his secret admirer is?" Shima did not know the Awnser to that it could be anyone "Melissa I think you should let that be Dolan's problem he can figure it out"  "awwww ok" 

Meanwhile Dolan was outside and tried to find Hellbent again, he always goes outside for no apparent reason. He looked through the park but he wasn't their. Where could he be? Dolan kept looking till he found a forest with tracks and found Hellbent there. He didn't know if he should be relieved or afraid. He just walked away until He heard him. "Don't think I didn't saw you there Dolan" Dolan turned around and walked towards him slowly. "Why are you here in the forest!" Dolan yelled. "Can't a guy at least have some peace and quiet" "that till doesn't explain why you are here" "Then why did you follow me?" Dolan had no explanation for this. "W-well I-I just wa-wanted so see if your alright" Dolan stuttered. "Because you like me" "NO I DONT" Dolan yelled on top of his lungs it was total silence then. "I- mean I ...grrrrr look I don't know if  I like you or not ok, I'm still confused about this my emotions are still mixed up my on one had I liked you but on the other I don't! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO" He yelled some more. Then he started crying..."I...I'm sorry I just,.....my feelings I don't know" "Well stop denying your feelings geez" hellbent said. " what do you mean" Hellbent grabbed him and pulled him for another kiss. Again Dolan's mind was mixed up. Again that kiss it's never left his mind and it still felt the same, He wanted to kiss him back badly but this is wrong. He pushed away from him, "What's the matter" "I don't know it feels wrong to do this" "stop denying it I know you like it" Dolan blushed he was right he liked that kiss. "Stop that..I don't............I....hm" it was complete silence  agian. "Look Dolan you can't hide your feelings forever you know soo if you do just see me again" Hellbent walked back home, Dolan felt guilty about this as if he hurted his feelings or made him mad. "I wish I could understand my own feelings, what kind of person doesn't understand their feelings.

The next day

Everyone was finally back home they all hanged out at the mall exept Dolan he stayed home still feeling guilty about him self. If only he knew what to do. This was so complicated

TBC

that was that soo I hope u like this and I will do the next chapter soon cx

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