I had pulled my legs up to my chest and sat in the corner of my twin sized bed. The blanket was wrapped around my shoulders and my two pillows were on the floor. I couldn't get the boy out of my head. He was...peculiar, unusual... He was kinda scary. The way he looked at me in the vision was...intimidating. As if he was trying to scare me, but he seemed quite friendly once he held out his hand. I hope it was only a dream...but I feel as if he's real.
The wind howled out side my window. The window was bulletproof and unbreakable. I couldn't even open it to get fresh air. I looked out of it and saw the rain coming down harder and harder. I love the rain, and I can't even open my window to listen to it.
I hold the joker charm lightly in my fingers, gliding my thumb across it. The vision is gonna happen, but no one believes me. I'll tell them anyway. Then once I see him, they'll believe me.
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I eventually fell asleep after trying to convince myself it was all in my head. It didn't work, but I fell asleep. The sun wasn't out this morning, so I woke up on my own around 8:30 a.m. Chandler had been in my room, because a note was left on my small nightstand.
Be dressed and ready by 9:15. We're having a birthday party for you in the garden. Happy Belated birthday. We should've had it yesterday... I'm sorry we didn't.
-xoxo Chandler
I don't know why he's apoligizing. Parties aren't my thing anyway. I'll probably sit back and eat some cake.... It doesn't bother me that they're having a party, it bothers me that I didn't have a say in it. I would've just asked to go home and see my parents for once.
I dressed in a yellow sun dress covered in a floral pattern. I slipped on some white Toms and brushed out my dark, tangled hair. One last check in the mirror, then I left. I walked out to the dining room, no one was there. I looked in the kitchen. The chefs weren't in there either. The living room was completely empty as well. I looked outside and saw Chandler hanging up a banner with 'Happy Birthday' painted in purple. I smiled and opened the sliding glass door.
''I don't see wy you'd do this for me.'' I say, shading my eyes from the sun. Chandler turns around and places his hands on his hips. ''You should have a nice party. It'll be fun.'' He says, squinting his eyes.
I turn on my heels and walk inside. The cooks were getting big bowls of food and taking them to the garden. I smiled and shook my head, amazed at this party. I walked around looking at the art work decorating the walls. The front desk was occupied by a tallish boy with black, shaggy hair...that went passed his jaw...He finished his paper work and turned around, slightly jumped back by my presence.
He walked up to me with a soft smile spread across his face. He held out his hand in front of him and stepped closer to me. ''I'm Gerard, your new roomate.'' I paled and gently shook his hand. It was the boy from my dream. He was real...and he was my new room mate...
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