Behind The Poster (Zayn Malik)

♥Chapter Twenty One♥

♥Zayn's Point Of View♥

"You know what I love you too but right now I HATE YOU!" She yelled as she walked inside not caring if she bumped into Selena. I also noticed the lads in the couch all talking. But those last three words stabbed me in the heart.

"You know you don't mean that!" I yelled as i walked behind her when suddenly a tear fell down my face.

"Hey what's going on?" Harry asked concerned as he made his way to us. Also the lads stood up from the couch as well.

"Oh as if you all don't know. I can't believe all of you had the courage to stock five fans from a stupid poster I thought you all were better. But the worst part was that you didn't tell me that Zayn was stocking me through one of the poster In my room!" Nichole yelled as the tears began to roll down her eyes making my heart brake more then it already was.

"Nichole we didn't have any idea Zayn stocked you. We all agreed to stop the day of the concert where we met you. Since that day Lou,Niall,Liam and I have not been on those cameras. I know it was wrong so that's why we stopped." Harry said as he walked towards her giving her a hug. She hugged back as her tears became heavier. Oh how I wish that was me hugging her right now but I know she doesn't want me even close to her right now.

"Okay..I forgive you all but as for you we are over! Oh and you can so forget about me moving in with you! I so damn regret what happen between us on our anniversary! I trusted you with my life but now I see I was wrong! I hate you! I hate you! I thought you were different then them guys but in a way you're just the same as them! " She sobbed letting go of Harry's grip an ran upstairs to her room.

She definitely hates me but what hurts the most I that she regrets me making love to her which was the most important day for me and she HATES ME! I'm so stupid I should have just stopped the day the lads and I promised we would or the day Liam warned me but no! Ugh I hate my self right now.

"What doesn't she mean she regrets what happened between you two on the day of your anniversary?" Niall asked.

"SHE FU*KING LOST HER VIRGINITY TO ME NIALL! SHE LOST HER VIRGINITY TOO ME! SHE FREAKING TRUSTED ME TO LET ME MAKE LOVE TO HER!" I yelled and then I broke down into tears. I began crying so much that my knees hit the floor," I love her so much!" I sobbed.

"Look mate I know how you feel-"

"No you don't Liam! You have no idea how I feel this very moment-"

"You honestly don't think I know how you feel! Mate, I lost the love of my life a month ago and I still cry to sleep everyday knowing that she won't take me back and your saying I don't know how you feel! Zayn, I warned you didn't I? Look if it was meant to be then she will come back." Liam interrupted me and I'm glad because I don't know what I would have said that I would regret later.

"What do you mean you warned him?" Selena asked as Niall's arms were rapped around her waist. I wish Nichole was in my arms. Me kissing her neck. No stop she hates you!

"The day we all went to the beach and the lads and I picks up Zayn, I walked into his house to tell him we were outside when I spotted him on the couch looking threw the camera. I told him that trust was the most important thing in a relationship and by looking at Nichole in the eyes you can tell that she trusted Zayn one hundred percent-"

"But I had to mess it up" I finished.

"Sorry mate but you fu*ked up bad" Louis said with a sad expression.

"I KNOW! I BLOODY FREAKING KNOW!" I yelled ,"I'm just going home. It's getting late and I could use some sleep" and with that I began walking out the door. I looked at the sky and saw the stars shinning. Putting my hands inside my jean pockets and I made my way to my house.