On The Run.

Escape

I've Zoned Out During This Whole Pup Making Process.

All you hear is his moans and groans along with the bed hitting the wall, I really wish he would hurry along. So I can talk to Luna Clair.

Her and Hailee Have been my Rock through this whole thing, they may not know what its like to go through this, but they try to understand.

He suddenly picks up pace snaping me out of my thoughts which means he's near his climate.

I Honestly Hate My Body For Liking This, but that's how we're made I guess.

he starts "talking dirty" to me like I would like it, but really its just hurtful, "You like this dont you? Just like this, huh? Yeah your just like all women, sluts. Your Secretly Liking Me In You" Some Of The things He's Saying.

I feel tears start in my eyes, and there's a lump in my throat from unshed tears.

I will Not allow him to see me cry Ever again.

I'm strong I can get past this, I Will get past this.

Soon He's climaxing and falling on top of me with an 'oopf'

I know I'm not allowed to leave till he's alseep. I don't know why, I'm just not allowed to.

He must have tired himself out fast, because he's out like a light in less than 6 minutes.

Sliding from under him I hurriedly but quietly put my clothes on, and rush out the room and down,the hall to Luna Clair quests room.

Knocking in,the door three times, she opens the door wide and I fling myself at her and let the tears fall

She's rubbing my back and muttering 'its okay' to me. Its not okay, its really not okay, it won't be okay until I'm out of here, forever.

Pulling myself away my sister runs to me, she's here around the same time everyday because we all know around what time he's about done with me.

Its the same thing every day, he has his way with me, once he's done I run here cry and hug the life out of my two rocks, Haliee and me say goodnight or should I say morning to Luna Clair, go to our A-jointed room, I take a very hot shower and scrub my body raw and red, and then climb in the bed with Hal's silently cry, then sleep.

But Tonight is NOT that night for that.

Once me and Haliee pulled away, Luna Was Already Hurrying us away, throwing us plans and things.

Not to be mean or anything, its just were putting her life in danger too, with this whole escape plan.

Clair Handed me a back pack with me and Haliee's clothes and handed Haliee the back pack with our 2 weeks worth of food, its the best she could get without being suspicious.

Then she handed me a map of all the pack boarders, and a cottage that her family owns, she may not be a fight but her family has money.

It'll take us 6 days to get there without runnin through any packs, and let's hope not any rogues.

Then lastly she handed me a purse that gotta go passed your head, Looking inside I see my birth control pills that I've been taking since the 2nd month this all started.

If it wasn't for Luna Clair, I Would've been 5 months pregnant with a pup, by the 2nd month I was pregnant.

And "Alpha" said that I wouldn't be able to claim my child as mine, it would be Clair's, I wouldn't be able to tell my child that I'm their mother.

That's just not fair to me or to Clair, she wants kids of her own, and I want to be able to claim my own.

And after thinking about it long and hard I gave my child to the moon goddess, its my biggest regret I still cry about it, and I'll never forgive my self for it, Never. I don't deserve it.
I'm a murder, what mother kills their pup? On purpose?

But me, my child and clair didn't deserve this.

But this is how it is, and always will be if I dont leave, Now.

Giving Clair a small smile and a hug I fight to keep the tears in, Clair's 19 about to be 20 in 2 weeks these 7 months we've grown close, she like my big sister, Im gonna miss her so much.

She pulls away and looks at me
"You cannot forget to take those everyday at the same time, his sperm is fresh inside you right now, and you could end up pregnant if you forget, so please don't forget, okay?"

"I won't" I reply while picking up the back pack and putting it in my back and signaling to Haliee That Its Time To Go, she nods and head towards the door and standing in the hallway waiting for me

With one last look in Clair's direction, I head out too, walking down the hallway as quietly as possible.

We pass our parents room, I dont even hesitant just keep walking, I hate them. You dont just hand your child over to someone without a fight, its cruel.

Haliee on the other hand stopped and slide something under their door then caught up to me cause I was already at the door.

Walking out we shift behind tree's, put the bags in our mouth, run to the borderline wait about 12 minutes for the shift change then make our way past the border, running as fast as we could.

Starting Our Journey, On The Run.