On The Run.

one piece of normalcy?

Not Knowing What To Say, I Stay Lost In My Own Thoughts Replaying What she said Over And Over again in my head.

We were in love...

What am I supposed to say to that?

...Without a bond telling us so.

I've never felt this low, its as if half of me has been taken.

Like It Was never, Mine in the first place, I absolutely Hate this feeling.

What do I do now?

I dont have the Luna Clair's shoulder to cry on,

I dont have Haliee's shoulder to cry on,

I dont have my bestfriends Erin, Jay's, or Ryder shoulder to cry on

Hell I dont even have Karson, Tyler, Or Jenna to at least talk to.

I'm alone with people I've just met who know nothing about me as I Know nothing about them, and a mate whose loved someone else for half his life.

My life officially sucks.

Realizing that I have been staring into space for about a good minute in a half.

I suck in a deep breath and turn on my heel, grabbing my bag on the way past the tree, I see the scribbling from the other night,

H+J
Forever

Now I know whose name these are,

Harlem's and Johanna's...Forever
They even have their own tree.

'DONT THINK LIKE THAT HE'S OURS! NOT HERS HE'S SAID IT COUNTLESS TIMES! HE JUST WANTS US!'

'maybe, maybe not' I say back to my wolf

She doesn't even reply just cuts our link off

I sigh and look back at the group and see harlem is whisper/yelling at Johanna while she silently crys

Looking around the group I catch Rykers eye and its like she pleading me with her eyes not to walk away.

I just give her a small smile, I just need time alone for a few seconds, minutes, maybe hours.

I just need, I j-jus, ugh I dont know what I need.

I need help knowing what I need

Why can't I catch a break?

Why can't I go back 1 and a half years ago, and just live a normal life again?

Is this actually what the Moon Goddess had in mind for me?

Getting ready to turn around again I'm stopped by a hand on my arm, an I know who by the sparks shooting up my arm.

Turning around to look at him

"Please dont leave, and I'll explain, just please, please dont walk away."

'See what alpha do you know that says please? We already have him rapped up in us'

Maybe my wild is actually right

'Of course I'm right' my wolfs scoffs