A Little Broken

scars

guys I don't even know where this book is going....

///SKY'S POV\\\

i used the back of my hands to wipe the remaining tears that were lying on my cheeks. I looked around to find myself, still, in Luke's lap. I quickly sat up, craving for Oliver's touch, no one else's. but, though I searched, I couldn't find him.

"where's oliver? I need oliver?" I whine.

"he went to get someone, he should be back soon, I promise," Luke assures me.

I sigh and stand up. still a little wobbly, I grip the side table and make my way to the bed. upon reaching it, i collapse.

"you seem mighty fine now?" Matty asks.

"Matty, I can have a panic attack and be over it in ten minutes. I'm... I'm use to them," I admit, truthfully.

"that's not too good," Luke says flopping onto the bed beside me.

"OLIVERRR UGHHHHGHHHHH," I scream waiting on his arrival.

the door swung open, "WHHHAAAAAAA," he cooed; raising his eyebrows playfully. but when he realized it was me, he dropped the bag he was carrying and ran over to me.

"are you okay? how are you feeling, babygirl?" he asks putting a hand to my forehead. I giggle and swat at his hand.

"I'm fine, just a little dizzy, but I'll survive," I say.

he rolls his eyes.

"you always say that!" he says

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after I got settled and oliver finished picking up his mess he made, before I knew it, he was cuddled up next to me and running his fingers through my hair. I felt his breaths on my neck which gave me cold chills. he repositioned himself, lying his head upon my chest and throwing his arm across my waist.

"Sky," oliver said in a whisper, I wasn't sure if he meant for me to hear it or not, but I did, so I replied.

"yes, oliver?"

"I uh... I am really sorry about everything I've put you through," he said, tears forming in his eyes, I noticed as he sat up to face me.

I cupped his face in my hands and looked him in his eyes.
I wiped away a tear that began to roll down his cheek.

"Oliver Scott Sykes, I swear I'm okay. I promise. You never meant to hurt me. I know that. So, everything is fine. We're okay. I'm okay. You're okay. Understand?" I say before planting a kiss on his lips. he quickly pulls away.

I was confused. He looked at me and shook his head.

"what is it?" I ask.

"Sky you don't understand!" he said, raising his voice.

I flinched at his tone.

"I don't know what you mean..." I say, honestly.

"I Hurt you! You don't know how much that hurts! I put you in the hospital! AGAIN! I ALWAYS FUCK THINGS UP SKY. DONT YOU SEE THAT?" he yells, tugging at his hair.

I smacked his hand so he'd stop and he jerked away.

"I Do. I do understand but here I am, telling you that it's all okay. you do not fuck everything up. I love you Oliver. for you. nothing can change that. We promised everything. Look how far we've come!" I said, sure I could fix the situation.

"I don't know Sky," he said.

"What do you mean you don't know?!" I say.

"EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK I SAID. I DONT KNOW!" he yells.

"haha. okay." I say rolling off of the bed. I was just about to walk into the bathroom when oliver said, "I think we should take a break."

I swirled around to face him. he was looking at the floor.

"what?" I said

"we need to take a break, I don't need this. and you don't either," he said sighing.

"Are you serious oliver?" I say, tears forming in my eyes.

"Yeah. I'm dead fucking serious Sky," he said standing up.

"But... but you mean so much to me," I said.

he said nothing.

"I can't believe you," I say picking my clothes up.

"CANT BELIEVE ME? IM DOING WHATS BEST. CANT YOU SEE THAT. OH MY GOD YOURE SO DIFFICULT. WE ARE FALLING APART. WE NEED SOME TIME ALONE. BUT YOU KNOW IF YOUD STOP WORRYING ABOUT YOURSELF ALL THE TIME, YOUD SEE THAT WE'RE A MESS!" he yelled.

his words hurt me. I stood there, being shot with words, my heart breaking into a thousand tiny pieces again...
I looked up to the ceiling, refusing to let the tears fall. I spun around and started picking my things up and throwing them into my suit case.

once I got everything I had scattered across the hotel room, I put slid into a tank top and some ripped pocketed shorts and my "Loser" beanie and my vans. and walked out. without oliver and I saying another word.

Hi guys! SO THAT JUST HAPPENED IM SORRY LMAO BUT WHOOOOOOOOOOPS !!
yo guys, prom was last night and it was lit 🔥😏
BUT YA. THIS CHAPTER HOLY GUACAMOLE! I MEAN FUCKKK YEAH? IDK WHAT TO THINK RN BECAUSE THEY WERE SO CUTE AND OLIVER WANTS A BREAK. OHMYGOD IM GONNA KMS. BYE. ILY.