Accidental Call

Chapter 16

(Sorry for any typos)

Chapter 16

I was currently at Austin's house, we were watching Mean Girls. My head was on his chest, I looked to see his beautiful eyes.

"This is so perfect." I say. Austin nodded and leaned in for a kiss, but my ring tone interrupted us.

Austin groaned. "Why?"

I smirked. I answered the call and din't bother look at the caller ID.

"Hello?!" I answered.

"Andrea?" A familiar voice said over the phone.

"Yes this is her! Who is this?" I asked.

"It's Emily." She replied, it kinda sounded like she was crying.

"Emily? What's going on?" I asked worriedly.

"I can't tell you over the phone please come over to my house. I'll tell you." She replied and hung up. I soon became really worried.

"What's wrong babe?" Austin asked.

"I need to go to Emily's house now."

"Wh- why?" He stuttered. "She called and she was crying. Something's wrong." I replied.

"Okay, i'll drive you." Austin said.

Emily's new house wasn't the closest to my house so it took about 20 minutes to get there. I was so worried because I knew deep down in my heart , something was wrong.

Austin grabbed my shacking hand and squeezed it for lightly for comfort.

"Don't worry!" He comforted.

I gave him a reassuring smile.

We finally arrived at Emily's house.

I rang the doorbell a few times and Savannah (Emily's sister opened the door)

"Where's Emily?" I quickly asked.

"Upstairs in her room. Why?" Savannah replied.

"Okay thanks!" I ran upstairs as fast as I could and I opened her bedroom door. She wasn't there. I tried to look for her. "Emily?" I asked.

I saw a envelope on her bed.

It read 'EVERYONE' on the front. I opened the the envelope and read the note inside.

"Dear, everyone.

I'm so sorry you will have to go through this and see me like this. I truly am, but I am writing this to say goodbye and thank you for being in my life." My heart sank to the floor as I read the words. I kept on reading.

"Please don't cry, I don't want you to be sad for my actions. I want you to remember the fun times and the happy times.

Please don't blame you're self for my ending in life. It was my decision, because I was depressed.

At my funeral make everyone wear bright colors to remember my personality.

I know I have been a pain in the ass but now I'm not. Everyone can be happy now.

I am going to miss everyone. I love you all and you have been amazing. Please don't hate me and I hope you forgive me.

Mom, you were amazing even though you were alcoholic and disrespectful but I still love you.

Dad, you are the best even though you left us, but I still love you.

Savannah, I love you, and Im going to miss you so much. (P.s you can have my room.)

Andrea, you are an amazing friend and you are truly amazing and I love you and I'm so so sorry. Please forgive me. I really do hope yours' and Austin's relationship works out. (It will) you just gotta hang in there. Also Remember you will always have me in your heart, and I will always be there for you even though I won't be next to you, I love you.

Tell Austin, Sarah, Alex, Robert and Zach that they are amazing and I love them all.

I love you mommy.

I love you daddy.

I love you Savannah.

I love you Andrea.

Please stay strong for me, and keep those smilies on your face. I love you all!

Love, Emily."

No, please no. Emily. No. I ran to the bathroom to see if she was there.

There I saw her. Her fragile body on the ground. I gasped loudly.

"Em-EMILY." I cried. I ran to her and saw the bottle of pills next to her. "Please wake up Emily!" I shook her. But no response. "EMILY! Please EM-ily." I lowered my voice as I knew my best friend wasn't going to wake up and tell me everything was going be okay.

The girl that i've known all my life. I could tell her everything. She would keep my secrets and I would keep hers. She would be there when I needed her. She would be there to cheer me up but now she's gone.

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Authors Note:

This chapter was so hard to write. I cried and cried.

This subject is very hard, and I know a lot of people that go through depression and have though of suicide. If you ever need someone to talk to go ahead and you can kik me at- @cutie_directioner or message me one here. You guys mean the world to me and I would just love to see you smile! Thank you for reading! You guys are amazing, and remember you are not alone.

xx-val