Ang Bespren kong Bakla.. Boypren ko na? ~ 19

Prologue

PROLOGUE

We can never be happy with something that is wrong..

But if somewhere along the way, what was wrong made us happy,

..and then it must have been right all along.

I used to be a little girl, lived like a princess..

I used to be a little boy; mataba, duwag at panget..

My seven years used to be a fairytale in wonderland..

My eight years used to be a mess like hell..

I used to live with happiness, love and completeness..

I used to live as a toy for everyone; being played and kicked..

My papa promised me that he will never leave us, that he will always be there to protect us-- kaming dalawa ni Mama na Reyna nya at ako na kanyang Prinsesa..

They used to tell me that I'm a coward ugly pig, a nothing and a no one..

I used to feel safe within his arms around me..

He was my bestfriend, my boyfriend, my Papa and my King..

I used to feel loved, cared and protected by him..

I used to be bullied, beaten and teased by them..

Not until he left..

Not until she came..

My life became a living hell since then..

My life enlightened since then..

I am a princess, no more..

I am not that coward ugly pig anymore..

I've turned into someone else.. I had changed, a lot..

I've turned into a boy she will definitely like..

I've become a loner, a man-hater..

My life had changed since he left and so with myself..

The old me has gone.. The princess has gone..

But then she suddenly changed..

I always wanted to be alone..

I don't talk. I don't socialize with anyone especially with boys.

I. HATE. THEM.

Whenever I see them, I remember that fucking day and that man!

I knew it. I was there that day.

My heart cracked when I saw her cried a shed of tears begging for her father not to leave..

Since that day, she hated boys. She became a man-hater.

Lagi siyang nag-iisa.. Kitang-kita sa mga mata niya yung sakit na nasa puso niya..

How I wished I could save her from that pain and make her happy again..

Then he or rather she came..