He Changed My Life (Urban)

~Twelve~

Shaun POV
I know I was being slick rude to Journee but she was just making me mad, because I wanna be in a relationship with her. I understand she wants to take it slow but I don't want to do that anymore. I'm really thinking about dating others until she ready, because I'm really not going to be waiting for long.

We just got in the car. I'm about to take her to go get stuff she "need". "What's wrong with you Shaun?" She asked. "Nothing now chill out" I said. "I need to chill out?, really I'm the one that need to chill out but you getting mad for some reason. I'm trying to be your friend and ask you what's up" she said. "Nothing" I say gripping the steering wheel. "Okay Shaun" she said. "You really wanna know what's up with me?" I questioned. "Yes" she said probably not caring no more. "You, you is what's up. We kissed last year and that got me thinking. Like I want you more and before that you said you was starting to like me. Okay you like me and a kiss that mean something to me then this morning you hit me up with some bull shit like I'm trying to take it slow. Here we go again with the same shit. Fuck you mean. Obviously last time you wasn't trynna take shit slow cuz' you said you liked me" I said feeling good I got that off my chest. "First of all nigga you kissed me first and it was really a peck, not a kiss. Secondly I told you I liked you because it was a moment. You saved me from getting raped. Thank you for that I told you thank you already plenty of times. Just because you saved me from being raped and possibly getting hurt doesn't mean we need to be together. Yes it does change our friendship but it don't mean we need to be together." She said. "Fuck this shit I'm not gon keep waiting forever Journee on some real shit. I'm a very impatient person and you fucking know that. Keep fucking playing I'm gonna move on from this shit Journee" I said. "Go do that shit you a fuck boy anyway." I said. "Shut up dumb bitch" I said. "Excuse me I'm not dumb or stupid lets get that straight if only you let me go back to school where I belong maybe I wouldn't be so behind in stuff I need to know. I don't know who you calling a dumb bitch" she said. "Get out my car!" I yelled. "Now you kicking me out once you hear something you don't want to hear you the same old Shaun. You just don't get it. I want to wait Shaun but you know what it's cool" she said getting out the car. I pulled off. I'm not no fuck boy. If I been here waiting for her for a year still not in a relationship with the girl I want I might as well move the fuck on. She won't even let me hit. I got to wait for that shit too.