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5.

There I laid
Out of breath
Trying to comprehend the things
You said.

You said:
"I cannot take it any longer.
This should end.

There's no future in this,
I feel so stupid."

Yes, darling,
I feel stupid, too.

I also feel numb and swollen
In the places I should have never feel to.

Here I lay
Out of breath
Trying to comprehend
What actually happened.

We were fighting,
I know - but,
Then everything turned black.

Your figure became blurry
And we fell into an unknown slack.

I felt your hand caressing my cheek,
It was so soft and like a tinder -
yes, it was weird -
I know I will not ever forget it.

I'm still laying
Out of breath
Trying to comprehend
The idea of our end.

I started crying
- yeah, I remember -
But you were so silent,
Or
Was I so loud?

The fact is - I couldn't hear a thing you were saying.

With my hands I covered my face,
Trying to hide this awful disgrace
I felt
when you saw me with him.

I'm still laying

I'm still trying

I still comprehend, darling.

And only now am I realizing

That I am

dying.

a||n This came out of nowhere. Hope you like it.