Find me

4.

Oh, sweetheart,

You're such a precious little girl

Always dreaming
Wondering
Observing
And questioning

every single thing I offered you for living.

You would like to try this

You would like to see that

But, no
Not everything's available -

There's a limit for everything.

Your curiosity is amusing,

your wandering look so interesting

  that you make it so hard -

so, so, so hard -

for me to take away everything from you

because you know nothing.

Oh, sweetheart,

You silly,

silly

little girl,

Everything you see is not

Always

the truth.

Sometimes there's a
villain -

behind the mask of that perfect white smile of his,

And sometimes

You won't be able to recognize his intentions.

Yes, he is perfect

- that's what you said -

but can't you see that certain little glitch

behind

Those blue eyes

That knee-shaking smile

That lip-trembling touch

That perfect sense of humor

That perfectly embossed body

And that unbelievably interesting charm that gives you wings and sets you of to see

everyday sky as a blue heaven right above our heads,

stars brighter than they ever were,

his skin softer than you ever felt it before,

And your love for him stronger than it ever was?

No, sweetheart,

Of course you can't.

Your heart belongs to him
Your faith is in his hands
And
Your trust is his shield.

And that's what makes it hard for me,

To see you crying when you were supposed to be the happiest person in the world,

To see you faking a smile when somebody asks if everything's alright.

Because of those things

I am going to take him away from you -

because I know you can and you deserve better.

Now, now -

don't cry, sweetie -

I know it hurts,

I know you wanted him forever

And believe me

- my soul also like hell burns.

Sincerely,

Life.