Things ive never done

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I've never felt love as quickly as when his wind blew into my hemisphere..
It was the kind of love that you can try to deny but at the end of the night ..
it's all you think about
The kind of love that when told how beautiful you are , you could cry
The kind of love that when you're crying he was there to pick up my tears , the kind of love that when he was down and out I made sure that positive energy flowed through his bones and that he knew he was the best , even if that day it didn't seem like it

I've never felt anyone over me , never been kissed on the neck , never been held or even cuddled
..Kind of embarrassing but he's always made me feel like it's okay.

I've never made love, never had sex , never fucked
..never felt the tongue of anyone , never felt how love feels inside you .. Yes that too is embarrassing but he's never made me feel like I was prude or that I was weird
He's never told me that it's crazy I'm a virgin or that it's hard to believe ... He just promise to take his time with me

I've never called out Anyone else's name the way I do his , when I touch myself it's him in my head .

I've never been on a date ,never sat in a nice restaurant across the table with someone I adore , I've never been to an art gallery where I tell him how beautiful a painting is and he looks at me and says "not as beautiful as you"
I've never been on a little walk in the park , bike riding , to the movies or anything like that ..
He doesn't know but I hope that's okay too.

I've never told anyone this , but I hope he doesn't judge me for my high anxiety
It's a condition were I'm constantly nervous , shaking and sometimes it's so bad I get sick and my body aches ... I hope that's not to much and I hope that I'm just enough

I once told him I was scared he was going to hurt me , and he said that he would never do that.
I trust him .

"You're my favorite thing " is what I told him ..
I've never felt love as quickly as when his wind blew into my hemisphere..
It was the kind of love that makes the hairs on your body tingle , the kind of love that makes living seem glorious .

Never have I been connected to someone like this , never have I had a bond where we can debate political views and 5mins later still be in tune with each other .

He's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen , the most beautiful angel God has given me .
I've never wanted to just touch someone's skin so much before like I want to his , never have I got goosebumps when spoken to but his voice makes me feel at ease.

His existence has laid down inside my aura and made a home
I want him in all ways possible

I think of him and I see us in the future holding hands , I think of us and my insides move terrains
My insides get warm and tropical thunderstorms entice me .

If we shall ever reproduce , that child will be made from more love than it can comprehend.. That child won't be mine and it won't be his
It'll be ours and I'll look at him and say "this is what love does , this is what our love looks like in human form ".

I knew him in another life .
I've never seen heaven but I'm sure it's in his eyes .
I've never danced to a slow song with anyone's hands on my waist and my face to his shoulder .. I've never smelt the sent of a man I loved .

My father never showed me how I am suppose to be loved , my father never loved me , till he came I never knew a man could love me entirely .. Before him I thought love didn't love anybody

Love loves us & that's a fact

I am a volcano of everlasting soul and he is a swift earth quake of ambition ..one might say we're a dangerous pair
Only dangerous to those who fear greatness

I've never in my life . Wanted to leave here be there where he is and just look at him with the sun at the end of the bed making an appearance , no sex , no kissing , no hugging
Never before have I just wanted to be in someone's presence .

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