Is it really worth it ?

Chapter 1

Sierra's POV

"So Can you take all of me

All of me

Your body's telling me what you want ,

So ima give it all"

My alarm goes off and I roll out of bed to do my personal hygiene . I get out the shower and brush my teeth . I go to my room and rub scented lotion from Bath and Body Works . "Bye Sierra," my little sister Chisom says .

"Bye Chisom have a nice day at school . Be good and love you" I said

"Ok bye"

I'm sorry let me introduce myself. My name is Sierra Clear McRoute. I'm a 17 year old, light skin, 6'0 foot big girl . I'm not the typical big girl . I'm sometimes loud without knowing, I'm funny, & I have a resting bitch face. I'm nice to people but some how someway people are always fake to me . I currently don't like any boys at the time but I'm also not a lesbian ... Anymore . Yeah, yeah, yeah, what do I mean by anymore ? When I was around 6 years old, I moved to a neighborhood and meet a girl my age. We became bestfriends but that all came tumbling down in 5th grade when I actually had enough of her bullshit .

*Flashback*

One day I got locked out my house so I went to her house to use their house phone. "Hi daddy. I just came back from school and no one is home so is it ok if stay at Brianna's house until someone gets home ?" I said.

"Um... Ok sure just be careful" my pops said. "Ok bye." I hang up the phone "Bri, my dad said yes." I said. "Ok come to my room after you put your bookbag down,"

I put my bag down and ran to her room since nobody was here except for use . We were just talking and then 30 minutes later she told me to take off my pants and panties. "Ok" I said. She also did the same. "Climb on the bed and open your legs wide , ok Sierra?" Bri said. "Alright but why am I doing this ?" "I just wanna do something." She said

I laid down on my back and opened my legs . Bri got on the bed and licked my pussy . "B-B-Bri what are you doing . Your making me feel weird?"

"shhh baby. It's gonna feel nice later" Bri said.

I just laid there and then she told me to lick hers so I did .

"Oh my gosh Sierra . Faster . Mhmmm . U-U-U-Ughhhh baby, how does it taste?"

"I don't know. Ok I guess" I said.

KNOCK - KNOCK

"Omg Bri, that's my dad. I gotta go before I get in trouble" I said

I jumped off the bed and put my clothes back on and ran downstairs to open the door

"Hi dad"

"Hello are you ready to go?"

"Yep. BYE BRI" I said before I closed the front door.

*Flashback Over*

We've done it a couple more times until she started acting like a bitch towards me in 5th grade.

Yep that was my lesbian life. I regret doing that though but hey, I'm only human.

Anyway I get dressed in light blue high waisted pants with holes in them, a red polo shirt with a light blue horse, light blue Pumas, with my hair bone straight and I go watch BETJams on tv since i don't eat breakfast like that .

BEEP - BEEP

I turn off the tv, walk out side and lock the door. I get inside the car and tell Ms. Brown and my bestie good morning. "Good morning Sierra" Ms. Brown says. "Hey bitch" my bestie Na'omi whispers.

"Hey hoe" I whisper.

My car is at the shop so Ms. Brown here drives me to school since she's a teacher at my school.

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After we thanked Ms. Brown for bringing us to school, we enter the building through the side door and start talking. "Look at my nigga hoe" Na' (pronounced as Nay) says

"Who ? Kevin ?"

"Yes, 😐 who else "

"There's Kevin, Chris, Trey, Kamron, Lu-" I got cut off.

"Ok bitch I get it but he number one "

"Whatever"

We walk past Kevin at a corner and bust out laughing. "I can't breath. I can't " she said.

Some fine ass guy named Chris walked past us and looked at me with a smirk on his face. I stop laughing immediately because that was weird and I don't even talk to or have classes with him.

DING - DING - DING

"Alright Na' I'll see you after school" I said

"Alright B. See you later soon to be fresh meat in college" Na'omi says

Yes, we are now Seniors at Breluck High School (A/N that's made up). The most ratchet school in Atlanta. It's the first day of school.

I walk to my first period class, Calculus, and sit in the back corner since I don't want to talk to anyone in this class. I see Chris walk in the classroom and I immediately put my head down and text Na'.

"Bitch, Chris has my class 😳"

Na' Baby👯💜 : "So what hoe I got Kevin in mine . Today is gonna be interesting 🤔"

I turn the screen off. I feel someone staring but I ignore it and just put my head down and listen to the teacher talk about our last year at this school .

Yep this day is gonna be interesting.

*SKIPS SCHOOL*

I get in the house and look for something to eat but then again there's nothing so I just watch tv for an hour and then I go and take a nap at 4:50 .

As I wake up, the time is 7:00 and I just sit up and read a book on wattpad because wattpad is bae. My dad comes storming in and says, " way are you still in bed?" I just stare at him because I don't know what to say. He just stares at me and shakes his head and closes the door. Ok you see my parents strict and are always on my ass about school and doing something with my life . I'm nothing like my sisters. I'm the funny, always wanna do something sister while my three other sisters "are school is so very important" . I mean school is important but damn doing to much school stuff is gonna make my head explode.

As I'm reading my mind goes back to Chris and why he smirked at me. We have never had class before and I think he hasn't noticed me before because I always hide from the fine boys at my school .

Mmm Chris. You can come lick this lollipop . My conscience says

Bitch wtf? Stop thinking about him. He knows nothing about you or at least I think he doesn't.

Ima just go to bed and see what tomorrow has in store for me.

Yep that was tensed for a first chapter 😂

What will happen next chapter ?

Is this book good ? Cause I feel like it isn't .

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Thanks babes 😻😛