Will it Bloom or Die? (a Jeff and Jane the killer story)

I'm in love with a killer!

While being embraced by Jeff I could hear his heart beating fast and couldn't help but wonder if he was in love with me. Ever since I set out to find him I didn't know what I was going to do, in the past when I first saw him I new he was trouble but then again deep down I think I liked him! I pull away from Jeff and look up at his face and I automatically get a flash back from six years ago.

I see Mum, Dad, Liu, Margret, Peter (Jeff's parents and brother) and my best friends all at the table with those smiles that Jeff carved in. I also remember the knives in there backs or chest, the foul smell and of course Jeff!

I begin to shake violently and my head thumps so hard that I can't control my body. I scream and begin throwing my body around. I fall off the roof and Slendy catches me.

"Jane shut your eyes."

I try to but my eyes are stapled open wide. I'm self torturing myself whenever I think back.

"Jane close them other wise I'll have to close them for you!"

I hear voices in my head and I begin to cry. I hear everyone from that night asking why I couldn't save them how come I didn't die. I jump out of Slendy's slim arms (which I don't know when I ended in them)and run into the house in to a room. The room was dark but when my eyes adjusted to the darkness I saw words on the wall. They read,

'KILL'          'HA HA HA'           'GO TO SLEEP'    'DIE'    

and in the mists of all the words were the two words that stood out and were different. They were written small but when I made it out it read-

"I'm sorry"

I turn to see Jeff in the  door way and I look back at the words and they say 'I'm sorry'.

I turn back to Jeff and I was speechless. My heart began racing so face I thought I was going to die. He walked to me. Him knowing that I was timid was a weakness for me now so I new he was going to do something.

"Stand back you bastard! I'll, I'll Kil-"

I realise now that he is no longer at the door nor am I talking but my lips can not move. I can't speak. His lips are touching mine. He's kissing me and I'm not moving away. The way it felt was strange. It was a nice soft painful feeling. I could see his eyes and I closed mine as a single tear fell down my check. Fuck! I'm in love with a killer!