1D PREFRENCES

Disappear ~Liam Payne

LPOV:Liam's POV
SPOV:Sara's POV

YNPOV

I woke up feeling gross.Liam went and stayed at one of the boys apartment.

He didn't know about my panic attack last night.He also didn't know about my depression.

I was surprised he didn't know.I am a YouTuber I have made a couple videos about my depression.

For my 11,987,321 subscribers.

I am going to vlog because I needed a vlog to be up desperately.I started vlogging and I started feeling uncomfortable.

I realized that it was my panic attack that drained my energy.

I decided to pack my bags and book a flight back to London and stay at my parents house for a while.

I left a voice message for Liam since he didn't answer.I packed my electronics and filming equipment.

I went to eat breakfast as I was vlogging I was greeted by a few fans.

I stopped vlogging and started scrolling through instagram.

I saw a picture of Liam having fun with the boys.I thought to myself "No wonder he never answers the goddamn phone,"

I got on the plane and once it landed I went straight to my parent's.

They asked where Liam was I just answered with "Oh,He's just busy with the boys,".

The next few days I was sick .

My parents took me to a doctor.

BIG MISTAKE.........

I was diagnosed with clinical severe depression.

~~~~Time~~~~~~~skip~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Weeks passed.......

I went back to LA.When I went in my house and noticed all of Liam's stuff was gone.

His clothes,shoes,tuxs and etc.

I tried to call him but he didn't respond.

Years passed...

Without Liam Payne.......

~~~~~~~~~~Present~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I was impressed with my look.
I was going to the KCA's with Joe Sugg my boyfriend.

Although he was 4 years older than me it was fine because I'm 21 now.

I walked on the carpet with Joe and stopped for a few shots.

LPOV

"For 2 years,Liam.Two damn years!" "You expect she would want you?"Harry screamed.

Simon told Harry off.Thank God.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~Time Skip(KCA's)~~~~~

She was wearing a dress that hugged her in all the right places.A guy wrapped his arms around her waist.She looked happy and he kissed her.

"Urggh!Liam stop it!"I said to myself.

I virtually slapped myself.

TIME SKIP TO AWARDS

"AND THE NOMINEES ARE "THE BOYS AND I SAID TOGETHER.

"Sara Gruffudd" "Zoella" "Nikkie Tutorials".

And the winner is Sara Gruffudd!we all screamed.

She looked shocked and excited. She hugged the guy and kissed him.

She screamed and hugged the boys and she gave a me friendly smile.

She made her speech and went backstage.

I pulled her into on of the rooms.

I started kissing her she pushed me off.

"Why you don't like me anymore?"

"No I dont Liam you dissapeared for two goddamn years."

"Look I dont know what your problem is but I have a relationship with a guy that treats me better than you and I love him."

"So Goodbye"

And that was the last time i saw her .

She dissapeared from my life.

FOREVER

HI GUYS HOW ARE YOU GUYS DOIN??

I HAVENT UPDATED FOR SO FRICKIN LONG!!!!!!!

I HOPE YA DOIN WELL IF YOU ARE HAVING THE WORST DAY EVER I AM SORRY.

I LOVE YOU SO DONT THINK NO ONE IS HERE FOR YOU.

IF YOU HAVE PROBLEMS PLEASE DM ME AND TALK TO ME.

ILL TRY TO HELP YOU.

XOXOSARAXOXO

BYE CUTIES

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