Second Chances

3 years after

Finn P.O.V

3 years. It's been 3 years since I lost the love of my life. I haven't been with anyone since her death and I don't think I will be for a while. The twins are turning 3 tomorrow and they keep asking about Rachel. I try and find ways to explain to them without completely breaking down. I can't help but wonder if Rachel is proud of me or not. Christopher, Christina, and I live in Rachel's house because I have a piece of her with me everyday and the twins look at the pictures of their mom sometimes. I don't have much that happens in my life anymore. I turned 20 a couple weeks ago. On Rachel's birthday I got all of our friends together at her house and we celebrated for her. Santana and Brittany are official now. The thought makes me smile a little after Rachel found out Santana had feelings for Brittany she always knew they would end up together. Right now I am driving the kids to daycare so I can go to school. I am the new Glee coach. After I drop the kids off I make my way to the school. When I pull in the first the I see is the picture of Rachel on the front of the school. Will put it there when he became principal. It was his way of honoring her. I smiled at the picture, it was her in her cheerio uniform and her hair in a high ponytail. The same thing she had on when I met her. I walk in the school and am greeted by Santana. She took over the cheerios. "Hey Frankenteen." I roll my eyes. "Hey San." I started calling her that after Rachel because that is what she called her. San smiled. "How have you been?" I shrug. "Fine, I guess. It's hard without her but I am holding on." She smiles sadly at me and hugs me. "It will get better." She sighs. "I promise." I feel the tears forming in my eyes and I just hug her tighter. "I hope your right." I feel her crying against my back and I feel the tears fall out of my eyes. A minute later the bell rings. I pull away from the hug and give her a small smile which she returns. "Meet you at lunch?" I nod and we go our separate ways. When I walk into GLEE club everyone stares at me. I look at them confused. "What?" I ask. Then, the boy Ryder speaks up. "Your eyes are red and you look like you've been crying." I sigh. I think it's time to tell them. "Alright guys you know the picture of the girl in front of the school." They all nod. "Well she was my girlfriend." I smile a little. "She found out she had cancer a few months after we got together and then she got pregnant. My son Christopher almost had cancer so Rachel got a C-section." Tears form in my eyes. "The twins were healthy but......Rachel died a little while after the twins birth." My face is stained with tears now. "I live with the twins at her house but I have been single ever since her death." I look up at all of the kids. Some are crying and some are just looking at me sympathetically. Then, they all get up and give me a hug. I smile at how much the kids love me. "We'll be your family." Marley said and everyone agreed. They are my family. Maybe everything will be okay.

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Photo above is Finn now

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