Wild Fools, Talk Me Down || Tronnor

03

One day Troye had heard that Connor's dad died. He found out when and where the funeral was gonna be.

I wanna sleep next to you but that's all I wanna do right now.

Troye wanted to hold Connor. Hold him, kiss him. Wash always all of Connor's worries. He wished with every ounce of love for Connor that he wasn't straight. Because if Connor was straight they would enabler have a chance together.

And I wanna come home to you. But home is just a room full of my safest sounds.

Troye walked through the cemetery. He hadn't been there in years. Not since his grandmother died.

Cause you know that I can't trust myself with my 3am shadow.

Troye really didn't know what to expect once he got to the coffin. The boy he loves will be broken down in tears and Troye won't be able to do anything about it.

I'd rather fuel a fantasy then deal with this alone.

Troye had soon gotten to the coffin and the loved ones. He stared at Connor. Watching him cry while his girl friend soothes him by rubbing his shoulder. She then took his hand in hers.

I wanna sleep next to you. But that's all I wanna do right now. So come over now and talk me down.

The priest started talking but the only thing Troye could focus on was Connor. Only a few minutes after Troye walked away the service for Connor's father was over.

I wanna hold hands with you. But that's all I wanna do right now. And I wanna get close to you. Cause you're hands and lips still know their way around.

Troye kept thinking about the one time they had made out in sophomore year. Connor's lips were soft and gentle. Troye loved the whole half hour it went on.

And I know I like to draw at night; it starts to get too real. But the less time that I spend with you, the less you need to heal.

I wanna sleep next to you. But that's all I wanna do right now. So come over now and talk me down.

Troye kept walking. As much as he loved to see Connor, Troye didn't love seeing him like that. Troye sat down on some steps just thinking about all the memories the two boys had together.

So if you don't mind, il walk that line stuck on the bridge between us. Gray areas and expectations. But I'm not the one if we're honest, yeah.

Troye felt a hand on his shoulder. He looked up seeing Connor. Troye immediately got up putting his hand on Connor's cheek. His hand finding it way to the back of Connor's neck. He pulled Connor forward; hugging him.

But I wanna sleep next to you.
And I wanna come home to you.
I wanna hold hands with you.
I wanna be close to you.

Troye looked to his right seeing seeing Connor's girl friend at the bottom of the steps. Troye watched as Connor looked down at the girl. Almost as if he was hesitant.

But I wanna sleep next to you. And that's all I wanna do right now. And I wanna come home to you. But home is just a room full of my safest sounds.

Troye saw Connor glancing back at him and trying to turn around. But the girl kept pulling him forward.

So come over now and talk me down.

Troye watched as Connor fought her off. "Connor what are you doing!?" She yelled at him. Troye had walked to the bottom of the steps after she pulled Connor away. Connor started running towards him which shocked Troye.

Once Connor got to Troye he grabbed his cheeks between his hands pulling Troyes face toward his. Their lips connected and everything felt right again for Troye. Troye pulled away after a moment putting his forehead on Connor's then mumbling,"I'm in love with you Connor. I always have been."

Connor's green eyes stared into Troyes blue ones looking for any signs of regret. Finding nothing but love Connor connected their lips again. With their lips apart only an inch Connor replied back to Troyes earlier statement.

"I'm so madly in love with you Troye Sivan. And I always will be."