Something About Love (TaeNy)

Chapter 2: Rush

Chapter 2: Rush

3RD PERSON'S POV:

It feels like I've known you before at some point. But I don't know. How am I supposed to know, anyway? It seems like you're so out of reach. But I felt you. I felt your warmth at some point. I felt your concern at some point. I felt this rush at some point. I may sound crazy because I know I just met you but I still feel like I've known you. 

I sit here silently listening to the sound of the wind's deed. Isn't it a bit sad that some people don't enjoy their lives to the fullest? I pity them. While I lay here depressed and broken when I shouldn't be, much more people are in a situation worse than mine. I shouldn't be sulking here, I shouldn't let one person out of billions ruin my life. You must move on. 

*Rustle rustle

Startled, I shifted my attention to the swings nearby. There stands a man, so dreamy and face full of hope. What is this rush I feel? I feel like the cold breeze has been replaced by something so warm. He looks at me silently, and I returned the gaze. Why is it that I can't stop staring at him? He slowly walks up to me, foot steps as light as a feather. He kneels before me and smiles.

"Do I know you?" I looked at him puzzled, confused, flustered. Come to think of it, I feel that this warm atmosphere around him is actually incredible. He chuckles and raises his arm. What is he doing? Is he going to touch me? Rape me?! I closed my eyes, unable to do anything but instead, I feel a light pat on my head as it continues. 

"Don't be afraid, I mean no harm. I'm Kwon Yul, and you are?" Once again, he smiled. I pouted at him, not wanting to reveal my identity to some stranger. "... Why are you here? You seem cold. You're wearing thin clothing. Did something happen? What's with the sad face?" I glared at him and grabbed his hand away from my head. "It's none of your business."

Once again, he smiled. He stood up and took my hand, wrapped it into his own. "Hey, what are you doing?! Get your filthy hands off mine!" He pulls me with him. "So you're saying yours are also filthy, right?" I blushed and looked away as his grip loosens until my hand was set free. "Look, I like you." 

What was that? He likes me? As in what 'like'? Come to think of it, he's kind of hot. Plus he's a gentleman. Wait, Jessica Jung, what the heck are you thinking! "I'm interested in you. But I hope not to sound creepy.. Why is a beautiful girl like you out in the cold? If it was because of a man, then that man sure doesn't deserve you."  He actually managed to make me smile even just for a bit. 

That was it. The first time I met Kwon Yul, the most amazing person I've ever met. He was my everything, he was my life, my journey to explore, but it all ended in one blink. It ended in a tragic way. No, he didn't cheat on me nor hurt me with bad intentions. But he did hurt me yet he didn't mean to. Right before my eyes, I saw him disappear. Bloody as it was, I was traumatized. Seeing the love of your life disappear before you? It isn't easy. So now, I swear to myself, Kwon Yul will always be my last. 

But why is it that you look exactly like him? Except that you're a girl, though. That warm atmosphere when he's around me, I'm actually feeling it right now. It's like I'm going back through time, the first time I met Kwon Yul. Just, who are you? You suddenly looked at me and smiled.. That smile... is this nostalgia? Deja vu? Why do I feel this rush all over again? Why do I feel like I've known you so much? Why do I feel like I'm going to fall for you soon enough? Please help. I don't like this feeling, anymore. 

"Annyeong~" Startled, I looked upon you with my mouth left agape. Those eyes... so brilliant and full of hope. Yul? Is that you? A sudden bliss of melodious laughter interrupts my thoughts. Why? Why do I feel like I'm coming back to the past? "My eyes, right? Looks exactly like his." My eyes widened. Does she know Yul? I looked at her with a fierce look. "A-Are y-you a m-mind r-reader?" Well, I wasn't expecting myself to stutter.

Then again, she finally burst out into a fit of laughters. The way she moves, it's exactly like him. "Jessica, right? Jessica Jung?" Just how does she know a lot of things?! I looked at her with a questioning look but then she pointed out to my chest. What the--- She must be some kind of pervert! "It's in your identification card..." I was left flustered. Great, Sica. Just greaaat.

So she ended up inviting me for coffee. I wasn't supposed to agree but... I couldn't help but be curious about this girl. I mean, coffee? And Starbucks? Exactly the first place Yul ever took me after that cold evening. But the weird thing about this girl is that she likes staring so much. "So you go to uni?" I nodded quietly. "...Who are you? What do you want from me?" She smiled as she raises her hand. What is she gonna do? Is she gonna hurt me? But then, I felt light patting on my head. There is no doubt, she has something to do witth Yul. "Don't be afraid of me, I'm merely a girl, just like you. I'm Kwon Yu Ri," I suddenly stood up to the shock. Kwon?! I knew it!! Must be a relative or something! "... Kwon Yul's twin sister." And then, all I saw was black the next moment.

TO BE CONTINUED

Hi hey ho~ I forgot to mention about YulSic in this fanfic. Do look forward to more updates~